my my my

i'm feelin so damn sleepy ritenow.. my feelings r also messed up so badly... damn damn badly. I'm stressed, confused and Depression are always be around me. I told them to go already but they just didn't listen to me! i hate em! but what can i do?
Today was pretty gud actually. I got to watch lakers game although it was almost over but lakers won! sooooo it was a pretty gud news 4 meXD
anyway, i got only one exam left! YAY! but d last one was about science which sux.
but still, i'll do my best to get a gud score dat'll make my daddy proud!
well, dats it 4 2day. i'm tired n starved!!!
c ya~!

aaaaaaahhh... another sucky weekend

Weekends r suppoused to be fun but tis time, it won't be, i'm sure! all i hav 2 do is study study n STUDY! i hated d word since i was in junior high skool, freshmen year.. well tats probably cuz i'm so lazy:)
anyway, i did wat i hav 2 do n it was kinda hard but i made it... i hope i'll be fine after dat!
i don't know wat else to write in this blog...
so i guess gud nite!:)

damn damn damn exams!

i just finished my stupid exams... after all my hard work dat i did 4 dese stupid exams... n i still get a badddddddddd mark, a super BAD mark... 2 of d scores didn't even reach d minimum! how horrible is dat!!!??? but den i remembered dat i need to be positive always.. cuz positivity always bring goodness... *dats wat i thought
anyway, i hope i won't get dese HORRIBLE N TERRIYING experience ever again!!!
but i also thanked God dat i only get 2 bad marks...XD
alrite, i'll change d stupid topic, today was pretty awesome i think.. i played soccer n i did some "stupid debate" wid my friends til my throat hurts.. but it was fun actually.. lol
alrite.. dat's it 4 2day...
i'll write another one next time:)

Enjoying my weekend~~~

okay, 2 start dis new entry, i just wanna say dat once again kris allen made me fell 4 him again!! his new single "the truth" was awesomeeeeee! he's a really talented n a great singer!! i'm also kinda OBSSESSED wid glee, i think... the soundtrack was just sooooo gud n i can't stop listening 2 it..XD anyway, 2day is d last day of my exam but in 2 weeks, there'll be another one.. ughhhhh.. ok den, i'll describe 2day was okay cuz i did a pretty gud job 4 my examss~yup i'm gudd:) Now, everytime i listen 2 archie's single, "crush"! ok, changing d topic!!!!!! yesterday i watched american idol n lee was safeeee.. i'm so glad n mike was eliminated, i predicted dat already cuz i knew he was not really dat gud at singing *i'm evil!!! n today.. i'm gonna enjoy my precious weekend by watching "chuck" n "valentine's day" yippiee i'm soooooooooooo happy...
ok, now changing 2 a serious topic, today one of my guy friend asked me 4 help, i can't believe it 4 a moment but den i realized dat he was "Pretty" serious. he was asking me 2 wat should he do... well, of course i'm gonna answer him so den dis will be d first time i gave an advice just like a psychology..hurrayyy:) i gave him some "usefulHEHEHXD" advice n i still didn't know whether it'll work or not cuz evrything depends on him... i hope he'll become a great person someday.... i felt bad 4 him.. :( i hope GOD will give him some guidence so he'll feel happy again n having a purpose on his life...
well i think dat should do it.. dis is d end of my blog 4 2day... :)

excitingggg campingggg

fuh, camping with frenz was really really exciting.. we did stuffs together and get closer to each other, anyway it was really gudddd... i had soo much fun there even though there're some disadvantages.... the place was sooooo freakin colddd at morning n nite.. but it was sooooooooooo freakin hot in the afternoon... wat kind of weather is tat? anyway, my point was that d weather sux.. ^^ d other gud thing from tis camping was tat i could get closer 2 my frenz cuz we always spent time together which was fun... heheheh...

Another boring saturday

Today is just an ordinary, boring saturday.... my day always be like this.. haha... tday, i really need 2 confess my feelings.. but the prob is that i have nobody.. my best friend is out of the country.. She's in Singapore... i am so lonely... anyway, that's not what i would like to write about... actually today as usual, i sign in on my yahoo messenger... when i'm online, one of my friend always be off.. let's just call her the 'X' & absolutely, she's a girl.. it's not only happening tday... yesterday, last week.... she always be like that... before tday, actually i already got the feeling that maybe she: 1. don't want to talk to me 2. dislike me somehow 3. hate me cuz i always asking some cheat 4 a game, which she also has one... one thing i know that she doesn't like to share something with someone... which is called g.r.e.e.d. everybody will hate her absolutely if they know that her real attitude is like this.. but.. maybe i was too nice or something.. and i always think in a positive way which i can't hold it anymore... now, i don't know what to do... should i tell her that she shouldn't do that and just tell me why she always be like that but how if i was wrong.. but as many evidence that i got maybe i was the right one... I am so confused right now... dunno what to do... (sigh) i even create this blog to express my feeling cuz i got nobody to talk to... what i got is only one sentence for sure... the only one thing that i know for sure...
I HATE COWARDS LIKE HER!!!
she should just tell me.... although i already treat her as one of my good friend, i can't make her my best friend because of her dishonesty... at least i able to express my feelin... :)