Some things I Am Not Aware Of..

These days, it just kinda seems that something has been bugging me. I don't really understand it myself though, like what exactly it is and why in the world i have become like this?

I mean, i'm not depressed or frustrated like at all... so that's why i've been n still am confused about what the hell is going on with me==

Still unclear about what am i talking about? Then i'll give you a very simple example..

I, J, am officially no longer motivated or wanting to study slash memorise for tests and quizzes.. D*MN!

It's like i've lost my appetite.. or more like that one purpose or somethin like that== I just feel mostly tired and sleepy all day and all time... I don't really know if it's because of my lack of sleep, but who knows damn it=_=

I guess this can be also called as laziness huh? *scratching my head*

Ok, then one more thing that i'm kinda concerned of==

I've been asking myself this question somehow: "Am i a cold person?"

I mean, it's kinda weird you see, i'm already this old and guess what? I, NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I HAVE NEVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ANYBODY TIL THIS POINT OF MY LIFE!

Am i even normal FG'sS????

you see, normal teenage girls tend to fall in love and blablabla in this age, but to tell you the truth, i haven't even once=-=

Maybe i just don't understand what love means, also how to love someone fully.. *including the bad side*

I've heard tons of love stories from my friends... n they all just seem... adulty?:D i'm actually implying for mature==

*sigh*

But don't get me wrong though, it's not like i've never been interested in boys, i have actually... a lot of times== BUTT there's something telling me that all this stupid crushes were not LOVE. cuz actually, it eventually goes away in the next couple of months! AM I CRAZY OR SOMETHIN RIGHT?UGH

To tell the truth, i'd been crushing on someone on these couple of months but guess what? IT's all gone now in april... i'm starting to think that i'm a zombie or somethin like that==

I kinda hate myself for being like this, but who knows? I mean this can be really what's best for me? So that i don't have to worry about unnecessary stuff about love? *means i have one less thing to be concerned of* i got other tons of things that i have to b concerned anyway==

AAAAAAAH, F*CK this SH*T! i dun care anymore!!!! let's just talk about other other stuff.. this is so weird..

So yesterday, a crazy thing happened at my house:) YOUSEE, A FRIGGIN CAT ACTUALLY ENTERED THE BATHROOM N NOBODY CAN'T GET IT OUT FROM THERE!LOL

SO DANG disgustingly funny.. since my driver was the one who made it out of my house:) and the cat was already there like a half of an hour since my driver was still with me while i had my course when the mighty cat arrived:P

Yesterday was just hilarious... and i freaked out of course:) the cat was gigantic, brown n EW.. i hate cats<3

Another thing to tell again:D

yousee, i've been sick last week, like real sick... but NOT WITH BIEBER FEVER!!!#WTF

n i just wanna apologize to all people that i've infected..:"( i didn't mean to n i really do hope yall will get well sooN!:) Dang i'm nice:3

i guess that's kinda all for today... i wanna watch some gintamaaa *anime that i'm kinda addicted right now*.. n eat some dried fish fillet?LOL

I'm OFF!

CiaosuuuuU~!