What Matters In This Life I Have...

#WARNING! THIS ENTRY IS XTREMELY LONG N XCITING N BORING @ D SAME TIME SO FEEL FREE TO NOT READ N TO READ!enjoyyyy~

Hello again! heeheee

I know that i'm not supposed to write, but nothing can stop me from writing! mwahahah! #wtf

Anyway, tom i got this hugeeeeee #exaggerating biology test n for some reasons, i dun feel stressed out or watever is tht called, instead, i feel so full of myself! #meaning: i became diligent in some way, just not in studying... i mean, i did weird things that i've never done before when it's sunday, such as cleaning my desk?;;)

so yeaah, it's really messy now, but maybe it'll get better later?:"p

Anway, that's not the only weird thing that happened today!

this weird thing happened too when i was sleeping in the middle of my study...

i slept at 2 yesterday n woke up at 8 today so i obviously got sleepy after a few hours of waking up._.

den i decided to take a happyy dreamy nappie....

THEN d weird thing started to happen!

It's like i was sleeping, but it was different than the rest of my sleeping time.. #???

to make it clearer, it's like i was gonna lose myself if i don't wake up.... WEIRD totally rite?

i don't really understand what happened but after that, i kept trying to sleep again n again... n the thing happened again n again..

n there was even one time when i tried to sleep, i imagined myself that my hand was moving...

then after a few movement i started to realize that i was trying to throw a baseball.... it was so freakingly weird....

but then i decided not to sleep again n tried to study...

after those weird things that happened to me, i started to imagine things like, was i really asleep back then? was i asleep at my own dream? was i just too stressed out? OR MAYBE it was God's doing to tell me that i should wake up n study...

K".. i know that the last assumption is kindaaaaaaaaaaa impossible..

but it was just a crazy suggestion n it was more like what i believe..

n btw, this stuff didn't really happen today only... i kinda had d same thing whenever i was sooooo tired, to even to sleep....

Well then, let's move on to the next topic!

just last night, i watched "The Dark Knight Rises" n mannnnnnnn, it was sooooooo awesome!<3333

i just have to say this about the movie, "Christopher Nolan, u did such an amazing job for combining Christian Bale, Joseph Gordon Levitt, Anne Hathaway, Marion Cotillard, Gary Oldman, Tom Hardy and other those famous actors slash actresses that i couldn't remember together.... The movie was moving, super cool n i love it so much:))))"

i finally able to find a movie that fulfill my thirst of awesomeness.. #i know it doesn't make any sense, but i just luv saying it... ha!

Christopher Nolan has continued impressed the world including me by his stunningly amazing work... He's officially my favorite movie director now! HAHAHAH n i love BATMAN!!!!

actually, i met some of my friends otw to the theater n they annoyingly told me that the batman was gonna die......

n because of that! i cried a little in the middle of the movie since it was gonna be so disappointing if my beloved Bruce Wayner/Batman dies!

but the ending turned out to be...~ u know lah ya..:p

K, now! the last stuff i'm gonna brag about.....

was about the scary experience that i had rite AFTER i watched the dark knight rises....... #cough"

so then, i was on my way to go to the New Look to browse some clothes n perhaps buy some? HEHE

then i proceed to the escalator that connects the mall n the theater..

fyi, i was way to busy answering people's text, so i kinda not paid attention to my surrouding.__. n that my friend, was my biggest mistake.....

You see, while i was typing my blackberry on the escalator, all of the sudden, the escalator moved so fast! like much much faster than the usual!

i didn't notice this until the very last moment before i touched the ground...

when i finally looked away from my BB, all of a sudden my head hit someone in front of me.. i realized that there was a large flock of people just in front of the escalator! OMGOMG

just before i could see what the F was going on, somebody hit me from the back n i was like stuck so hard between people... 

it was exactly like what happened on David Archie's concert that i had been to a year ago...

ANYWAY i realized that i was at the edge of the escalator... n u see, it was dangerous to be at that place since the escalator could eat your shoes/feet.. my sister had experienced it before, so yeah.. i kinda know about all those stuffs..

n DUDEs! who wants their feet to be eaten by the escalator n their shoes to be destroyed by the super MIGHTY escalator??????

So then i decided to move away from the crazy flock by moving my body to the side... well, i managed to escape but my escape wasn't so cool== since my feet kinda hit the trashbin/ashtray n the ashes/sand fell everywhere! hahahahahahah:p

the first thing that i checked was my dad n sister who were also at the escalator at that time then my brother....OMG

i had no idea whether he came down with us or to stayed upstairs to wait for my other brother...

I screamed like an insane person to my lil bro's nanny, asking if he was there..

OW MAN, my heart was pounding like crazy, i mean, what if he was hurt? i barely got out safely from the crowd n wat bout him????? he was so tiny n small n OMG

i was just panicking like crazy.. then my anxiety finally calmed when i saw his face above..

i was like, THANK GOD....

but the fear has not yet to end, my hands were still trembling n shaking in fear, i was terrified, really... i just couldn't stop thanking GOD for still letting me to live:")

it was such a crazy slash terrible experience.... #sighing

THEN i realized, there was one other thing to be checked! MY NEW SHOES!!!!!!! ARGH!

i panicked even more after that, i mean, it was my new shoes... i finally decided to wear it tht night n this happened? MANNNNNN

but thank God nothing happened to my shoes... n believe me, i was gonna cry on set if something happened to my shoes...==

Well, u can call me crazy by worrying my shoes, but at least i prioritize my fam first tehee!

the thing is that.... i am a possessive person... like in a bad way== n i just realized this today! for God's sakes!! ughhh

so this made me well.... STINGY n HATE LENDING THINGS TO PEOPLE #those r pretty much the same tho

but i've tried to be moreeee generous these days since my dad told me something that i couldn't remember== but i remember about the part of being generous tho! AHHAHAHA

one last thing! this life slash dead situation of me has happened twice n they all happened @ PPJ!!!

i seriously considering of tearing up the place apart because of the suckiness n my hatred to that mall!

but then again, i was dreaming too much n it was not appropriate... hihi

if ur curious about my other life slash dead situation at PPJ, u cud ask me in person:P since i'm just too tired to type now...

DONE/FIN

k, officially done writing this entry now!

n i really gotta go now for some church time!

C YALL AGAIN NEXT TIME

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THX FOR READING MATES!:")

Ciaosuuuu~!!!