Feeling kind of left behind!~?

Well", after dat depressing entry, i'm gonna start wid a super refreshing n kinda disappointing too? JK:D butt 4 real..:3

soooooooooooo, today, aftr i got home from d math course, i kinda opened my facebook page hehehehe since i TOTALLY hv nothin to do...== *i've done all my hws 4 tom @ skool*

den i saw pics of my old frens...

oh gosh, i miss em soooooooooooooooooooooooo much... butt it's sad though, d fact we're not in contact anymore, since i was such an idiot *long story TEEHEE* plus, i sux @ keeping friendship:"(

anywy, when i saw their photos n profiles, i was like blown away to d centre of d eartH!! *stupid joke*

almost all of em r out of d country... including my best pals...

it's sad dat we can't meet anymore, butt thankfully one of em is staying in sg, so i'm hoping i cud meet her 2 years later!!! *u wish!*

wat shocked me d most, was dat my x classmate B, was in Californiaaa? aaaaaah, i'm soo jealous ritee nowwww~~

anywy, after seeing those photos, i realized dat people were already moving on wid their lives. they've changed 2 bcome better people n i'm start to wonder about myself..

i mean, i hav changed a LOT. i'm not used to be a very talkative person.. n now, i'm like sooooo friggin talkativeee to the point dat i can't stop talking==

i dun knw if i'm changing in a better way, but it's kinda disappointing dat i feel like, i'm still just me... while other hv become adults who r soo mature== i sometimes wish i cud b like them.. butt on d other side, i'm also still grateful 4 me, being me:)))) *freaky*

it's not easy to change personality, but i really wanna do so... *evn if i dun knw how to hehe*

anwy, i'm just hoping my friends can b successful there n live there safely of course!

i guess that's all to say 4 today...my hands r tired:DDD

no quote 4 today cuz i'm not in d moodTEEHEEEEEEE

i guess dat's my gudbye!

Ciaosuuuuu~!