excitingggg campingggg

fuh, camping with frenz was really really exciting.. we did stuffs together and get closer to each other, anyway it was really gudddd... i had soo much fun there even though there're some disadvantages.... the place was sooooo freakin colddd at morning n nite.. but it was sooooooooooo freakin hot in the afternoon... wat kind of weather is tat? anyway, my point was that d weather sux.. ^^ d other gud thing from tis camping was tat i could get closer 2 my frenz cuz we always spent time together which was fun... heheheh...

Another boring saturday

Today is just an ordinary, boring saturday.... my day always be like this.. haha... tday, i really need 2 confess my feelings.. but the prob is that i have nobody.. my best friend is out of the country.. She's in Singapore... i am so lonely... anyway, that's not what i would like to write about... actually today as usual, i sign in on my yahoo messenger... when i'm online, one of my friend always be off.. let's just call her the 'X' & absolutely, she's a girl.. it's not only happening tday... yesterday, last week.... she always be like that... before tday, actually i already got the feeling that maybe she: 1. don't want to talk to me 2. dislike me somehow 3. hate me cuz i always asking some cheat 4 a game, which she also has one... one thing i know that she doesn't like to share something with someone... which is called g.r.e.e.d. everybody will hate her absolutely if they know that her real attitude is like this.. but.. maybe i was too nice or something.. and i always think in a positive way which i can't hold it anymore... now, i don't know what to do... should i tell her that she shouldn't do that and just tell me why she always be like that but how if i was wrong.. but as many evidence that i got maybe i was the right one... I am so confused right now... dunno what to do... (sigh) i even create this blog to express my feeling cuz i got nobody to talk to... what i got is only one sentence for sure... the only one thing that i know for sure...
I HATE COWARDS LIKE HER!!!
she should just tell me.... although i already treat her as one of my good friend, i can't make her my best friend because of her dishonesty... at least i able to express my feelin... :)