Summer Is Just Around The Corner

HELOO again! Man, it's been such a long time n i apologize for that:) I've been.. busy? not really i guess, i'm just being as lazy as i can as usual..

Life's been pretty gud to me.. I'm fine and finally able to enjoy these days of my life...

K, i'm just gonna start blabbering about the things that have happened this couple of weeks... TEEHEE

1st, i'm gonna b talking about~~ my sleepover w/ V.K. n V.H. at V.K.'s house!

Man, we took like tons of pics... i had so much fun and it was just very enjoyable..:))

AND since i'm as usual too lazy to do anything, so i'm not gonna write the details of my sleepover... HAHA

THough i'm gonna write one thing that we managed to make that day, which was the bucket list of what are we gonna do for this summer... Exciting huh? n moreover, we're planning to do em all for the entire summer! HA!!

2nd, my life's officially back since QT4 has ended!!!! YEAH! but unfortunately i still got a week more for the remediation test which was pointless i think=3= *sigh* but it's only one more week so i gotta stay strong man!!!:D

3rd, I finally went to that place called "Suga Rush", well i have to say, overall, the food was good, but it was ONLY gud, not more than that:) and the employees? i'm not here to complain but man, the service sucked. me n my friend even had to queue for like a half of an hour just to buy a friggin creme brulee! Yes maybe that was very impatient of me, but really, there was only ONE person serving the dessert counter and how was that supposed to make the line of people keep moving forward?>:(The creme Brulee fortunately, didn't suck though! HEEHEE We ate the blueberry pancake, baked tuna rice n my mighty salad:P

K again, so i've been doing a lot of thinking... I actually have been thinking to make a new blog! Relax fellas, it doesn't mean i'll leave this one out, my other blog is actually gonna be like movie reviews:) I dunno why but i luv movies n tv series so much! *americans of course* n i just kinda decided to make a new blog after a long time of thinking:P

SOO, summer holiday is just around the corner n i'm super xcited:3 i'm gonna do lots of fun stuffs w/ my pals! YEY! there will be tons of hang outs and talking of course~

Last one, i, the most embarrassing person who at first decided not to buy a blackberry decided to buy one now... it took me 3 friggin years to buy one 4 God's sake!==

But it doesn't mean i'll throw my iphone away, i'll still keep it, but it means i have to say gudbye to my white phone:"(

But i guess this is for the best=3= i just hope my decision is not wrong this time._.

SO again, 3 more days of stupid unimportant remediation.. n the rest is about having fun with my friends... hahaha

Maybe that's all for today? i'm just very much lazy n haven't studied biology... Damn i'm screwed!

but at least i still enjoy my life n i'm smiling heeheeeeeee

One last thing, today i talked to 'him' and indeed, i'm the happiest person on earth noww! haha!

K, now i really gotta go... I'll update some more later so BYE!

Ciaosuuuu~!

Secrets In Your Heart...

Well, hello again perhaps?HAHA

it's been a long time n yeah, i'm still a horrible person as ever== wat a life..

Anywy, that's not wht i wanna talk about, i'm actually gonna talk about these past few interesting days.. n regretful n sad n embarrassing n weird...

So just this friday... as usual i talked with my girlfriends... n suddenly the topic became weird slash embarrassing..

actually, i was the one who accidentally brought it up.. SH*T

i told em that i had nvr been in love with anyone== butt it doesn't mean tht i've nvr gotten a crush on someone b4;P

butt, it was fun indeed! it was something new for me n man, i really enjoyed "The Talk"...

What does "The Talk" actually mean? *drumroll*

Actually, there was nothing pretty much that special... it was just talking about boys/guys that we kinda likeLOL

Owh yeah! it was soooooo much fun! n i, unfortunately was the one who admitted first==

I told em that the person's name starts with a LETTER which i'm not telling:P *i only told my girls cuz it was a secret! ha!*

THEeen,, weirdly, T who doesn't even know the person guessed correctly! WOW

V.K then laughed so hard since she knows the person== embarrassing!!!!!!!

but she kinda understood why i like him, cuz he's indeed gud looking==:)

butt, the stupid crush ended on junior highschool, since i rarely saw him these days:) 

UNFORTUNATELY V.H. n T didn't know who the person was... sooo, it was kinda relieving:9

it was totally the first time in my life, telling someone about my feelings or the people that i like:P MANN

But the talk ended early since we had something else to do... n guess wat? i ended up smiling like a crazy person when i was waiting for my guitar teacher because of the stupid talk!! n i couldn't stop thinking about it!! AHAHAHHA

So moving on today...

i had this photoshoot w/ my classmates in Bale Pare.. it was fun n tiring.... we took tons of pics! AHHAAHAH *again

anyway, there was trouble at first, cuz i amazingly put on a wrong dress:"( sh*tty right? so then FORTUNATELY, my friend, V brought an extra dress, so i ended up wearing her dress which was soo short n cute i think:))

The photo shoot went well i guess.. n we had so much fun there... even though it was mostly all about taking pics and talking HEHE there were balloons, wines, flowers, baskets n lots of other properties:o

there was this one shitty thing happened after that, i accidentally hurt my feet cuz of the stupid flat shoes..:"(( it hurts like hell... damndamndamn *sigh*

BUTT the story hasn't ended yet folks!

so the journey continued on our way home.. actually V.K n i join T's car to paskal... there was also V.H there!:))

AND there, officially, THE TALK CONTINUED!

All these 3 crazy people were xtremely insisting... n that was actually my fault, for telling V.H on the day b4, that i've actually got a crush on someone now... *truth* different person from junior highschool though*

I refused at first, by insisting them back to also tell me:)) so T finally confessed bout her old crush but unfortunately i didn't know the person so it was disappointing...=3=

BUTT again, the topic went back to me:"(

they started to suggest things which were true indeed, cuz i was soooo embarrassed for telling them who it was..

V.K promised that she would tell hers if i tell mine.. so after that i finally said it! only the characteristic though.. nyahahahaha:))

i told them that: 

1. He's a kind person, cuz i know the kind of person like him:)

2. He doesn't consider himself as a cool slash handsome looking guy..

I actually told them the things that i kinda like about him== which was embarrassing indeed._.

THEN, guess who guessed rightly this time? that crazy girl V.K!lolol

when she guessed the name, i immediately hide my face and the girls were laughing like crazy... DAMN IT.. n i was kinda blushing of course...=-=

but i guess, sooner or later i have to tell the truth, soooo..:P who cares lahh..:P

i also stupidly told them about the way my eyes were always looking for him.. *uuughh* but 4 real, when u like someone, he just suddenly became the centre of attention of ur eyes, ur eyes just instantly look 4 his presence=="yikes! 

n also, he's always on ur mind whenever n wherever i was==

Then, finally V.K admitted bout hers.. n i was d only one who was laughing weirdly hehehe

but it didn't end there!! u see, V.K n i insisted V.H n T to admit who was the guy they wanted to make him to be their bfs... HEHE so it'd fair for all of us:))

N weeeww... the person that they said were the same, n to make it even weirder, it was also the person that i like..LOL

i guess, our tastes of guys are pretty much the same.. hehehee *high5*

anyway, our talk continued into weddings, after weddings and we even made the stupidest promise ever... we promise that we would pick the rest of us to become the bride's maids!LOLLOL

we even talked about having kids... n V.K also said this weird stupid thing...

"But guys look cute when they were playing with kids."

N SOmehow in a weird way, i just couldn't help myself but to imagine 'him' playing with kids..

then we mocked V.K by telling her that she must b thinking bout the person that she said b4!LOL n V.H also read my mind damn it.. 

and the day ended...

it was tiringggg n super fun!

After the mighty QT4, i am sooo gonna have a sleepover w/ those crazy girls! nyahahahahaha

anyway, QT4 starts next week... so i just hope that i can do my bestest! YEY!!

ok den, i gotta leave now.. i'm bored n tired of typing... but i definitely enjoyed writing this one:)))

SEE yall next week!!! i'll write again after this period of suffering n studying:3

Ciaosuuuu~!!!!!

The Moments That Build Up Your Life

Man, i'm definitely worn out these days=-= well actually just today HEHE

i got nothing much to do these past few days which were very weird== but it was good though..

So i actually got something funny to tell to day.. N i know i'm not supposed to write today, but it was just so stupid so i gotta write this:)

Today i had my math course at 4.30. School was done at 3, so i decided to wait for a while then went to my course.

At exactly 4.30 my driver n i arrived there. BUTT

There was nobody there for God's sake== So i thought the previous class was not done yet so i was kinda waiting for my friends to come and i just slept soundly in the car..

Unfortunately, it was around 4.40 already and nobody had showed up, nor the people from the previous class had gone out. So i thought, there wouldn't be any course today huh?

Then i decided to go home....

On my way home, i, the stupidest person ever, got a text message from my teacher, asking where was i? OMGOMG

Indeed, i screwed up... so i went back there n pretended like i hadn't been there a few minutes ago..

So when my friends were asking me why was i late, i couldn't answer them, like at all, SH*T

The end of weird awkward embarrassingly stupid experience...

OK, so that's not all i wanna say.. HEHE

EHem, i just watched AI again today and as usual... i fell in love with my beloved Phillip Phillips... GOODness! he's the most awesome guy ever!!!!>u<

Here's another thing:

There's this concert of Jason Mraz and his band on the 22nd of June! OMGOMGOMG, i know...

UNFORTUNATELY again, nobody was particularly intersted to watch it... BUT thank GOD T is interested! NYEHEHEHE

but here's another problem... i don't know how will we be able to go there and are my friends gonna be even allowed to go?? *SUPER SIGH

STORIES ENDED NOW

i really think i do need refreshment now... butt unfortunately again! i can't do it this week... since i'm gonna be soo busy.. with d dancing practice, making vids for vcd, stupid courses, n a lot of other stuff..

man, life's tiring again... but it's only a few weeks left n school will be over... at least for a month HEHE

ALSO!

Fortunately, the result for my QT3 were not that bad hehe

i still can be satisfied with the result... YEY eventhough i am disappointed with my math score.. i was supposed to get a friggin 100 Damn it..

alright i guess this is the end for today.. i'm practically dying now because of sleepiness...

let's just call it a day and sleeppzzZzz

BYe+!+

btw, wish me luck for tom's test! it's about stupid binomial!Ha!

CiaosuuuuU~!

Think First, Then Do Unbelievable Things...

Hey my loyal fellow readers! Life is tiring isn't it? Cause that's just how i feel about my life now indeed==

but now, yall should congratulate yourself, because this mighty entry ain't all about how my stupid days were:) it's actually a good experience that i htink i should share with other people:))

Alrighty then, i shall reveal what it is about:P

So people, have you ever felt that you've done something wrong and there's this weird clingy feeling in your heart? Well fellows, it's called "REGRETTING".

Indeed, i have done this numerous times.. Trust me, i'm an expert at making bad decisions for my life...

FRUSTRATING==

Anyway folks, you definitely don't wanna face this kind of feeling on your entire life, because it sucks terribly and it's actually making you feel uncomfortable all the time..*sigh*

I'm making this entry so that i can remind peole about how they should think sensibly first before making a decidison, especially a big one..

Sooo, i have got some things that i kinda regret doing in my life.. *it's actually the ones that i can remember only*:-9

1. Become not in touch with my best friend anymore when i was a 6th grader.. I mean, she was like one of the best thing that had happened to me and i stupidly let her go.. I HATE ME:"(
2. Be a nicer daughter to my parents.. Well you could say that i'm a pretty horrible daughter== and as i become older, i finally able to see what's the right thing to do and what's not to do..
3. Be nicer to my siblings.. Besides the role of a horrible daughter, i'm also a horrible sister you see... I rarely act as a good loving sister to all my siblings.. normally, sisters r pretty much close with each other, well in my case, i'm not that close with her== What a life..
4. Hurting other people's feelings with or without noticing it.. I'm extremely good at this actually.. N yes indeed, the guilt is killling me inside slowly== Folks, i specially remind yall to be aware of this one, cuz this definitely sucks the most-_-

Well, i guess that's all for the regretting things:D

Anyway, this week is all about QT3.. n tom's english!:)

the hard ones were already done!HMPH

i think i did well in math, i think i did kinda well in physics n BI n i think i did kinda horrible in chemistry:p

GOODNESS, i hate that subject so friggin much! why on earth should students study chemistry anyway? It's soo hard to understand and the questions are complicatedT^T

Last thing to tell!

Sooo, the crazy dance audition is gonna be on friday! YIKES, i'm nervous indeed.. but i can't screw up.. i have to doooo my best and make my friends proud of me!#sonotgonnahappen

Well, i guess that's all to tell.. i'm sick of writing n i can't wait for friday!!!

BYEE~

n

enjoy ur life! #WTH

ciaosuuuu~!!!!

Some things I Am Not Aware Of..

These days, it just kinda seems that something has been bugging me. I don't really understand it myself though, like what exactly it is and why in the world i have become like this?

I mean, i'm not depressed or frustrated like at all... so that's why i've been n still am confused about what the hell is going on with me==

Still unclear about what am i talking about? Then i'll give you a very simple example..

I, J, am officially no longer motivated or wanting to study slash memorise for tests and quizzes.. D*MN!

It's like i've lost my appetite.. or more like that one purpose or somethin like that== I just feel mostly tired and sleepy all day and all time... I don't really know if it's because of my lack of sleep, but who knows damn it=_=

I guess this can be also called as laziness huh? *scratching my head*

Ok, then one more thing that i'm kinda concerned of==

I've been asking myself this question somehow: "Am i a cold person?"

I mean, it's kinda weird you see, i'm already this old and guess what? I, NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I HAVE NEVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ANYBODY TIL THIS POINT OF MY LIFE!

Am i even normal FG'sS????

you see, normal teenage girls tend to fall in love and blablabla in this age, but to tell you the truth, i haven't even once=-=

Maybe i just don't understand what love means, also how to love someone fully.. *including the bad side*

I've heard tons of love stories from my friends... n they all just seem... adulty?:D i'm actually implying for mature==

*sigh*

But don't get me wrong though, it's not like i've never been interested in boys, i have actually... a lot of times== BUTT there's something telling me that all this stupid crushes were not LOVE. cuz actually, it eventually goes away in the next couple of months! AM I CRAZY OR SOMETHIN RIGHT?UGH

To tell the truth, i'd been crushing on someone on these couple of months but guess what? IT's all gone now in april... i'm starting to think that i'm a zombie or somethin like that==

I kinda hate myself for being like this, but who knows? I mean this can be really what's best for me? So that i don't have to worry about unnecessary stuff about love? *means i have one less thing to be concerned of* i got other tons of things that i have to b concerned anyway==

AAAAAAAH, F*CK this SH*T! i dun care anymore!!!! let's just talk about other other stuff.. this is so weird..

So yesterday, a crazy thing happened at my house:) YOUSEE, A FRIGGIN CAT ACTUALLY ENTERED THE BATHROOM N NOBODY CAN'T GET IT OUT FROM THERE!LOL

SO DANG disgustingly funny.. since my driver was the one who made it out of my house:) and the cat was already there like a half of an hour since my driver was still with me while i had my course when the mighty cat arrived:P

Yesterday was just hilarious... and i freaked out of course:) the cat was gigantic, brown n EW.. i hate cats<3

Another thing to tell again:D

yousee, i've been sick last week, like real sick... but NOT WITH BIEBER FEVER!!!#WTF

n i just wanna apologize to all people that i've infected..:"( i didn't mean to n i really do hope yall will get well sooN!:) Dang i'm nice:3

i guess that's kinda all for today... i wanna watch some gintamaaa *anime that i'm kinda addicted right now*.. n eat some dried fish fillet?LOL

I'm OFF!

CiaosuuuuU~!

The New Season Has Begun! + HUGO review:)

Alright folks, first of all let me just say this to welcome the brightest season of all time,

"HAPPY A WEEK HOLIDAY"

that definitely sounds awesome huh?:D that's right, all the pain in the butt stuff has passed away *even though it will come again later* but i'm still happy for now:3

First of all, i'm gonna start off with a super amazing movie review by me!:D

Just yesterday, i watched a movie w/ a fren and it's called "HUGO".

And i was like, WOW-ed. The genius director Martin Scorcese is really one of the greatest director of all time.

The movie simply gave me the chill. All the visual effect and how the story progress really blew me away... It was absolutely beautiful!!

I also love Paris Btw=w=

Another fun fact, i also cried a little when Hugo was recalling his memories with his dad. and when the stupid inspector tried to take him away... REALLY, my eyes got really teary.. which proves even more that this movie is definitely something worth to be watched:)))

So, moving on then........

finally, QT 2 is officially over suckers~!!!!:DDDD

n yet, i'm still pissed because i know that the result's gonna be totally horrible cuz i sux:"((

i'm not just babbling btw, because it's the reality! *it's actually my prediction that is also in fact, A FACT! #WTF AM I TALKING ABOUT

anyway, overall i screwed up. but at least i've done some of the test in my bestest effort. even though i kinda made an xtremely stupid mistake for physics==

i'm just gonna leave those stuff behind and keep moving forward! TEEHEE

I'm gonna be talking about holidays now.... i mean like what am i gonna do and stuff... Here's a list of those unimportant things that should be done in this holiday:

1. Arrange my comic books in order and PROPERLY + NEATLY

2. Practice more guitar

3. Buy more comics

4. Watch the movies i've bought n haven't been watched yet

5. Stay up til late

6. Sleep til it's not morning anymore

7. Do lots of hang outs with my buddies

8. Clean my super awesome disgusting messy room

so maybe one or two numbers of that list is likely to be impossible.. (especially num 2 n 8) but who cares? What if i actually can manage doing those stuffSSS:)

aaah! i also have another good news!

YOU SEE, i was watching american idol yesterday, even though i didn't manage to watch the show the day before yesterday:"( and guess what?? All my favourites are still safe!!!!! YIPPIE! eventhough shannon was in bottom 2 girls..=0=

BUTT my beloved Phil, Colton n Heejun perhaps? are still safeee!!! I'm so glad and happy<33

n i guess i kind of have add Joshua on my fav list since when i saw him singing, i was like... WOW... he's super awesomee!

GOING TO THE NEXT TOPIC:)

alsooo, i've watched american's next top model cycle 18!!!! it's british invasion!!!!!!

i thought i'm gonna be rooting for the american girls, but i guess i was wrong. here i now claim myself to support britain girls!!!!!

i guess i just find those american girls too arrogant or somethin like that-.- but i have to admit though, some of them are still awesomely good at modelling==

NEXT!

yesterday, after the exam was over, i did a dancing practice with my friends and it was F*CK*NG hard and tiring and sweaty. Damn, i've never thought i would hate this kind of stuff this fast. i mean, it was not fun and it was hard==

SPORT Is so muchhhhhh better. #TRUTH

i'd rather play basketball, soccer, volley, badminton, swimming or even table tennis!

so now i'm gonna post a statement that i think is never going to change for some time later:

"I DO NOT LIKE TO DANCE"

so i guess that's all for today... i kinda have to take a shower now hehe and prepare myself for my guitar lesson=3=

soo byee!!

Ciaosuuuu~!

When the sky above us is still blue...

First of all, i know that i'm not supposed to write anything since QT2 has already started but i can't postpone this.

And the reason is simple, i'm soooo blown away w/ AiScream 's new entry.. Dang, she's just soo.... lecturing?LOL

don't get me wrong, cuz i think it's awesome, how a person can be that wise, since i'm totally the opposite... Dang<<<

Anyway, i actually learned something and amazed by it.

I mean, i've actually never thought about that before. well i guess, i already did once but i totally forgot about it now:D

When i think back about my life, hmmm...

i don't think that i've done so many meaningful things in my life? Most of them are actually crap... Ex: sleeping, eating, watching, playing, napping

I know, i know, i'm a very lazy person== but i'm actually happy by doing those stuffs everyday.. i mean hanging out w/ friends n family can be xtremely fun but i still wanna have my own privacy, when i can have the time when i can enjoy the moment by myself:P *sorry if u don't understand what i mean._.

Going back to my friend's new entry:)

I guess i've tried new things this year, eventhough it's not much... i've tried to be nicer, caring, friendlier, not too selfish, hold myself back to not be angry *eventhough this one only work for several times only*== and the others r even worse-_-

And to be honest, actually i've changed since i entered highschool. i think.

I mean, in junior high school, i used to just listen to what my friend said and so on, but now, i guess i'm the one who talk the most== to the moment that i don't care about what other people said...==

BUTT, you see, from this side of talkativeness, i've become easier to be talked to? *i think* since everytime i talked to someone, my mind always works like this:

Find a topic to be talked about -> find another topic to be talked about

n u can figure out the rest:)

but i also realize that sometimes, the topics that i chose in my mind can be sometimes SUPER UNIMPORTANT. HAHA i know._.

but at least i've tried my best to not make people not feel uncomfortable aroundme:)

My Purpose in life? HMPH, i still don't know to tell the truth... All this time, i've always wanted to make the people that i care happy, eventhough sometimes/most of the time it ended up the opposite==

But i really do wish the best for them and tried to do things that make them happy.. *although it's not always*

I guess when i think that way, i think i've done some meaningful things in my life.. *but i forgot truthfully*

Anyway, also from her new entry, i wanna ask some questions. So u better read this Y!!

1. I've actually done pretty much the same thing as u, i've tried to make as many friends as possible:D but do you have any advice if the person seems/sounds like he/she doesn't wanna talk to u?:P

2. I really do want to talk to everyone in my class. But you see, it's kinda hard to find a topic to be talked about, especially if it's a boy=-= *different interest*

and the last one is actually not a question==

3. I'm totally w/ u about Hee jun n my super beloved Philip Phillips!!!!<33

in addition: i'm also grateful for Shannon, Colton n Skylar!:3

You better answer these or else... *Thinking of something unthinkable*

i guess that's all for today since i have to go back to the terrifying MATHEMATICS, SH*T.

JK

i actually enjoyed studying this subject/chapter:D

ah, if ur wondering what was the title about, it actually means: when the sky above us is still blue, it means we're still alive and obliged to do awesome things! HA!

i also have the most useless quote ever, but it's still a quote you see....

"Trigonometry n Circles can be fun n interesting sometimes!"

ROFL

THEENDDD>>

Ciaosuuuu!~~~

I guess this is called the moment?

Haaaa~... WOW

So sorry for the weird title, but i just wanna make a weird and eccentric title which should be interesting to be read? #WTF

Well i guess, my depression n frustration were finally away from me these weeks. I guess you can predict what does that sentence mean right? That's right. finally, after 2 months less of torturing, i can finally say : YES, I AM KINDA ENJOYING MY LIFE.

Yes indeed, it was still stressful as hell. Not to mention about math, physics, n evn worse, CHEM.

BUTT, i guess this new seating arrangement has brought me getting to know some people in my class:DD n yeah, it was fun, since i was able to talk so much about the stuffs i like which apparently are the same as theirs..:))

Ok, let me start from the first event. * but only d ones i remember*

So, let's just start w/ the happy-ing result of BI QT1! that's right! this girl got an 86 for BI!!! UNBELIEVABLE BUT TRUE

There were other results from quizzes of other subjects but they were not really disappointing or satisfying...

BUTT

i also got a hugely bad mark for Biology. Damn damn, that subject was supposed to be the easiest one n i still failed.... WTH is wrong w/ me?? UGHHHHH

NOW moving on to the fun stuffs i did today!! YIPPIE!

So today was the first day of QT2 and it was chem. just like i expected, i ruined it. i totally did. SH*T. i probably will got a 70 or something. and that was not just a prediction friends!

butt i've done my best, and yeah, i regret that i didn't study harder, i mean, i totally should've. *sighhhhhh

moving on from the long sigh....

So after that depressing test, i got math course, so i couldn't join the dance practice for something called PENSI which i totally know nothing about.

Anywy, some of my friends from my class have been planning this since 2 weeks ago, so we finally did go to PPJ together! YEAH!

eventhough it was kinda disappointing because we couldn't watch "The Vow". but we managed to go karaokeing though<333

ah, before moving on to the karaoke-ing, there's this awkward thing happened.

So when i arrived @ PPJ, i couldn't reach anyone's cellphone since it out of reach or something like that, so then i have to walked around like an idiot in PPJ to find them.LOL.

THEN, finally i found them eating @Kamikaze which i've been to before w/ Yo, Pad n Ter.Ha!

butt i couldn't eat there since they all shared a meal n i will feel like i'm a pig if i ate one portion alone hehe

So since Ve" was nice enough to accompany me to burger king to buy me some food, we went together there.

When we got there, we then met one of our classmate. n it was kinda funny actually, cuz 20 mins ago i was still w/ them studying math==

While waiting for my burger, we talked for a while and he then decided to call up his friends in starbuck to join us.

Damndamn, it became rather hard for me n V to go back to our friends. So after 5 mins or something, we decided to leave em...evil right?ROFL

*sorry if u don't find this story funny, but i still think it's very weird, awkward n hilarious*

But anyway, the journey continues.... *cool word huh?*

THen we moved on to karaoke-ing which was awesomeeee... i was like screaming all the time n it felt damn good....

but then after finished karaokeing, we decided to eat Cold Stone which later made my voice become kinda gone?! but it was fun:PP

and after my friend's forceful incitement, i decided then to bail on my guitar lesson to play pump. and it was tiring really.

And THEEND

from PPJ, i went straight to Mr.W to study Physics. and i started to become frustrated again since i couldn't i understand a thing about heat capacityT^TSOsAD #TRUTH#

after that i ate so much because of starvation and i then watched american idol!!!!!

Eventhough i missed to see my beloved Phil Phillips got through on top 10, but i am still so friggin happy for him!!!!<333

and now's the real THEEND:=)

i guess, i'll write something again tom. i got so much to talk about now... hahaha

quote of the day: "Happy n sad moments in life are variable, they can't be predicted n come to our lives whenever they want to. And if you managed to survive on sad situations, something good will happen to you soon"

sorry if the quote is weird, since i got nothing to be quoted you see.. HEHE

alrighty, that's all for today!

THX 4 reading n

Ciaosuuuu!~

End of the week, finally @ peace..

Gosh, it's been a week already... such a long time eh?

Blame the stupid dumb" quarter test... this week was just... super disappointing n hard... n that's all thanks to QT1..:"(

butt it's the end of the week already, which means it's all over already!:D

got so much to tell, but i'm gonna summarise it since i don't wanna write that long:))

1st day of QT, it was chemistry. i really thought that i could do it. Like i was soo sure that i won't get a red mark. but guess what? on thursday i finally found out that i got 70... sooooooooooooooo F*ck*NG depressing n disappointing=-=" 5 more points then no more remedial.... IHATECHEM!

2nd day, it was english... so i "THOUGHT" again, that i won't get a bad mark. but i still don't know about the score til now.. it's still heartpounding but i'm pretty much sure i'll do just fine, but not excellent:(((

3rd day, hmm, if i'm not mistaken, it was math n BI.. n JUST LIKE WAT I THOUGHT, i screwed them up.... n what's even more F*CK*N pissing me off is the fact that i managed to skip A VERY EASY NUM ON Math which even guaranteed me even more that i'm soo gonna get a bad mark:D about BI? i'm not pretty sure about that, but i know that whenever i felt that my score is not gonna be that bad for BI, i always get the worst mark._.

4th day, PHYSICS... who would've thought that i think i did better in physics than math? now physics is not on my screwed up schedule... butt i still got plenty mistakes so i'm not that confident that i'll get the best score ever=="

5th/last day... it's biology time... which was supposed to be the easiest but turned out to be one of the hardest... SH*T. but it was also partly my fault for underestimating biology... instead of studying, i ended up playing guitar n stayed up til midnight.. I'm 70% sure that my biology score is also gonna be another depressing one... Haaaa~

anyway, that's pretty much all summed up huh?

although, i'm hoping that things will turned out differently tomorrow.. i'm gonna hang out wid my friends tom, and i'm gonna sing til i run out of voiceLOL *i know it's not funny but i still wanna use that sentence*

but you know, this whole week, overall is not very bad... there were some moments that i really like.. but i can't really remember the ones i wanna write so...:D *all i can remember are the ones that i don't wanna write so, sorry*

Ah, i think i had some fun yesterday on chem lab... the experiment was kinda interesting, n yeah i guess that's all?:PPPPPP *smiley*

hmmm, i don't really have anything to talk about...so i guess this is the end?:D

p.s. i'm sorry if it's really boring, but i'm pretty much very bored now so don't blame me?:) *the lamest excuse ever*

quote 4 d day? HMMMMMMMMMMM

"Don't give up easily in your life, once you find the right path, you will feel right again."

i know that some people might not understand about the quote, but i just kinda feel like writing it now soo... nyahahahhaa

alrite, dat's pretty much all!~

CiaosuuuU~!

Novak Djokovic is the man of the match!!!!

this is gonna be very short and quick cuz i gotta sleep soon so i'll just start anyway.

soo, tonight i was watching this match, men singles c

hampionship n yeah, it was tennis. IT WAS VERY NERVEWRECKING N HEARTPOUNDING!!

anyway, my beloved Djokovic was in the match versus Rafael Nad

al.

They were both great so i didn't really know who will eventually win because their skills are pretty much equal.

n i watched the game with full of passion, screaming n yelling,

n sounding n jumping and you know, all those crazy stuffs:D

i was also KINDA studying chemistry for the whol

e time. n it kinda weirdly worked out?

soooo finally, after facing each other for almost 6 hours nonstop!!!!

NOVAK DJOKOVIC BECAME THE WINNER!!!!!!!!

i was so friggin relieved and happy

butt my brother n sister was the opposite of me because they support Nadal.

But i want Djokovic to win and guess wat? HE TOTALLY DID!

this is a pic a super awesome Novak holding his new tropy:D so proud of him~~~

alrighty, i got to stop writing cuz i got a crazy QT1 tom, n it's the terrifying chemistryTT

i hope i can do well and i'll definitely do lots of praying and studying this week....

WISH ME LUCK!!!

Ciaosuuu~!

Older by a year:D

First of all, i just wanna say, HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!!!! hahahahaha

alrighty, let's get this started...

ehem, anyway today i wasn't supposed to make an entry, butt since today's special, so i guess i have to make an exception:))

First of all *again*, i wanna thank all my friends who greeted me cheerfully in the morning. It totally changed my sleepy tired mood back den:D i even enjoyed it soo much in a weird way:))

I guess this year's bday is fun:DDD I'm actually happy u see:P

WHY DID I FEEL DAT WAY? bcuz i managed to make a person happy today, i was able to talk sooo much during d sessions *i know this was wrong but i just can't help it* -> stupid reason

n this was d first time in my life dat soooooo many people handshake meeeee, i feel like a famous person or something *I WISH*

ssooo,,,,

eventhough the sessions in the church took so longgg, it actually didn't feel that way to me! why? because i was too busy arranging stuff about my bday party! *agaaainn*

anyway i then decided to invite more people, which have around 60 people or something??

i know it's a lot, but i can't help but just felt bad for the nice people who i didn't invite== so d invitation was remade *because d destination of the restaurant changed* and i made another 30 copies...

n u know wat's worse? It's gonna be somehow awkward and embarrassing to tell people that i changed d restaurant=-=" so i hope tom's gonna be gooddddd:3

moving onnnn...

So i'm still excited for saturday but also worried again== because the terrifying horrible QUARTER TEST IS APPROACHING NEXT WEEK:"(((

i'm kinda or very stressed out hearing this out because i told myself that i would be more diligent but by the way i'm acting now, it's kind of impossible==really..

NNNNN, yesterday, i played sims 3 n guess wat? it turned out to be very interestingly awesome... officially addicted dude! but i still manage to handle my urge to play that stupid game...... *actually, it's because my bro is on d computer for the whole day*

ok, i got a stupid physics test tom, so yeah... I'M SUPER WORRIED

so i'm just gonna pray hard n study again in the morning, hoping that i will be able to get a good score for the test... wish me luck!

and that's also why i have to go to sleep nowww:"(

n i have a quote today!:

"Bday only happens once in a year, so you better rock it before you miss it!"

I don't really understand what the quote means, but whocares anyway:D

last thing! I LOVE CHARLIE MCDONNELL'S NEW SINGLE "TIME TO REPLY", it's addicting!!

i'm taking off now!!!

Ciaosuuuu~!!