Jumat, 24 Februari 2012

Word of d day : TIRED


Aah, another week has passed by.. and yeah, i'm still busy as ever:)
It's tiring indeed.. but this is my f*ck*n life.. so i hav to life it the fullest every single day of my life.. *sigh* SUPER TIRING

this is just not a normal frustration, since it has been going on for like.... 2 months? I don't knw if anyone had noticed, but i just realize that ever since school starts on 2012, everyday is like HELL. and i'm not just babbling cuz it's true.. i'm exhausted dang it!!

anyway, rather than talking about that, i'd rather talk about what happened this week.
Hmm, nothing interesting really happened this week, except the fact that apparently all my hard work has been paid off! That's right! This girl who's currently writing this post is the one who got satisfying scores these days.. i don't really know or understand how did i manage to do all these, it kind of just... happen?

Ah, another thing! since V has moved to my seat *yeay*, it's been.... hmmm... weird?
i mean, i'm glad she moved next to me, but since we talked so much.. i guess i kind of ignore my other seat mate... I AM SUCH A JERK>
But really, i don't really know what am i supposed to do when 2 people are talking to me at the same time== why can't they pick the timing right??? UGH

n now, i felt like extremely bad for the people i may have ignored accidentally=.=

i wish i could say i'm sorry to them... *sigh* why can't i be braver? SH*TTTTTTTT

yeah, i guess i'm kind of mad at myself now... i hope i can do better next week:(


SO now, i'm gonna brag about yesterday:)
so yesterday i was having a math course as usual and we were studying math..
and since i was too overly enthusiastic, i stayed til 7... dang, since when i became this diligent?LOL
but you know, all the hard work was paid off. i totally rocked the test! i hope i didn't make silly mistakes:3

And so, i've been feeling... weird and confuse these days... but also terribly happy... WOW right?:))) but most of these were caused by my stupid imagination... so...=3=
*the most unimportant and stupidest matter i've ever written*


Ah, another thing! I've also been obssessing to american idol and i already got my fav!!:))))) and it's Phil Phillips!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG he's gonna be the next american idol!! HE HAS TO BEE!

changing topic againn..
also, this week, i didn't hang out w/ my friends because of stupid courses:"( i got tons of em.. DANG COURSES! but then again, i will not survive in my study without these courses==

so maybe that's all for today.. i'm terribly sorry for making you to be bored by this post because even though i have nothing to write, i still wanna write somethingHEHEHE

so i guess this is goodnite?:>

CiaosuuuU!

Selasa, 14 Februari 2012

❤❤❤Sweets everywhere means Valentine's Day!❤❤❤

First of all, i just wanna say something to yall:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

It's pretty much obvious about today's topic right? HEHE so let's just get things start!

Hmm, first of all, today is valentine's day! *i said it 2 times now* and it's all about love, caring, love, love and sweet!HA~
and what exactly do i mean by sweet?
You see, on valentine's day, girls tend to make homemade things to be given to their friends and apparently i am one of those girls!LOL *i can't even believe it myself❤*

So then yesterday, i decided to make brownies! chocolate brownies!!
The process was long and horrible and tiring plus boring. but i still had lots of fun making it:)
and one unbelievably stupid fact about this brownies making:
"i used the blender to mix the eggs together"
ROFL

anyway, on the next day which was today and on the afternoon to be exact, i decided to give the brownies out. Well i had no problem with the girls, but the boys? hmm, i guess it was "kinda" hard to give the brownies to them.

and one pissing thing happened then, there were some boys who kinda refused my stupidly cute brownies! how could they? i was soo pissed and pretty angry but thankfully in the end, i managed to make them bring it home. EVENTHOUGH after school, i found one of my poor brownie on a table. DAMN the person who left my precious baby! i made this thing with all my might and they just threw them out so easily? F*CK! -> sorry 4 d language:)

anyway, i wasnot the only victim, apparently my friend, O was also the same. Eventhough her chocolates were awesomely delicious *i'm not babbling cuz it's true!*, some people still left them on the tables. i felt bad for her...

So then today, i then decided *again* that next year won't be like this anymore.. i will only give things to the people who actually appreciate other people's hardwork.TEEHEE

alrighty, enough about valentine's day and moving on to the next topic!


Okay, these 2 days of school were not too bad you see.. eventhough i was separated from my buddies, i still managed to have fun with the new people around me:))

anyway again, i was also not frustrated with trigonometry so yeah, i was and still am happy:DDDD


alrighty then, i'm gonna stop writing before people got bored with this entry:3

quote of the day: "Pain can't be cured right away but with good memories around you, it'll all be forgotten little by little"


I'm off now!
Ciaosuuuu!~~

Kamis, 09 Februari 2012

Just Being.. Me('-'*)オヒサ♪


A week has passed by and guess what? I'm still Sleepyy!:D

Anyways, i got nothing worth to tell you see.. but i'm still writing somehow... WOW

So anyways, a lot of things happened this week and i guess that's what makes me feel sleepy now!! *kinda not making sense due to stressfulness*
let's move back a few days ago:D

ok, monday is fine, but not so much on the night cuz i got a stupid PBL presentation and Math Hw.. but guess what? Tuesday was even worse because i had to make a stupid BI speech for wednesday... eventhough we ended up not having the test in d end(,,#゚Д゚):∴;'・,;`:ゴルァ!!
Wednesday was PISSING. I WAS PISSED for the entire day. that's why i hate school:)
why was i pissed: 1. i got a stupid anne frank quiz
2. i got a chem test which meant i had to study 2 chaps on that nite.. which apparently didn't happen in the end, SH*TTTT
3. my math teacher is insane so he gave us tons of hws to finish, damn.
4. i only got the time from 6 p.m. to do all these stuffs because i just finished my chem course.

WEDNESDAY WAS THE MOST TIRING DAY EVER. TRUST ME. NOT just tiring btw, also mad, crazily boring and tiring.

n also, the seating arrangement in my class was changed on that very day== i was separated from my friends, damn again, but i guess my new seat has a whole new good impact one me TEEHEE

so finally, tom's d last day of the week. i will finally able to rest. sleep all day. eat all day and just chill.

finally, there's one statement i wanna say, it was very very true and came from the bottom of my heart, just kiddin! but 4 real:
"I
H
A
T
E
SCHOOL.."
IT was so friggin stressful, torturing, tiring, merciful, evil and UGH
and trust me *again*, this is not the first time i wanna b a highschool drop out. Living a life like this everyday is HELL. *i guess i'm just kinda frustated now:P*

alrite, enough wid the mockings. i'm so very much tired and i think i will go to the bed earlier than usual.

SO
i guess this is d end...
P.s. no quote~ on hiatusXD

Ciaosuuuu~!

Jumat, 03 Februari 2012

End of the week, finally @ peace..


Gosh, it's been a week already... such a long time eh?
Blame the stupid dumb" quarter test... this week was just... super disappointing n hard... n that's all thanks to QT1..:"(

butt it's the end of the week already, which means it's all over already!:D

got so much to tell, but i'm gonna summarise it since i don't wanna write that long:))

1st day of QT, it was chemistry. i really thought that i could do it. Like i was soo sure that i won't get a red mark. but guess what? on thursday i finally found out that i got 70... sooooooooooooooo F*ck*NG depressing n disappointing=-=" 5 more points then no more remedial.... IHATECHEM!

2nd day, it was english... so i "THOUGHT" again, that i won't get a bad mark. but i still don't know about the score til now.. it's still heartpounding but i'm pretty much sure i'll do just fine, but not excellent:(((

3rd day, hmm, if i'm not mistaken, it was math n BI.. n JUST LIKE WAT I THOUGHT, i screwed them up.... n what's even more F*CK*N pissing me off is the fact that i managed to skip A VERY EASY NUM ON Math which even guaranteed me even more that i'm soo gonna get a bad mark:D about BI? i'm not pretty sure about that, but i know that whenever i felt that my score is not gonna be that bad for BI, i always get the worst mark._.

4th day, PHYSICS... who would've thought that i think i did better in physics than math? now physics is not on my screwed up schedule... butt i still got plenty mistakes so i'm not that confident that i'll get the best score ever=="

5th/last day... it's biology time... which was supposed to be the easiest but turned out to be one of the hardest... SH*T. but it was also partly my fault for underestimating biology... instead of studying, i ended up playing guitar n stayed up til midnight.. I'm 70% sure that my biology score is also gonna be another depressing one... Haaaa~

anyway, that's pretty much all summed up huh?

although, i'm hoping that things will turned out differently tomorrow.. i'm gonna hang out wid my friends tom, and i'm gonna sing til i run out of voiceLOL *i know it's not funny but i still wanna use that sentence*

but you know, this whole week, overall is not very bad... there were some moments that i really like.. but i can't really remember the ones i wanna write so...:D *all i can remember are the ones that i don't wanna write so, sorry*

Ah, i think i had some fun yesterday on chem lab... the experiment was kinda interesting, n yeah i guess that's all?:PPPPPP *smiley*

hmmm, i don't really have anything to talk about...so i guess this is the end?:D
p.s. i'm sorry if it's really boring, but i'm pretty much very bored now so don't blame me?:) *the lamest excuse ever*

quote 4 d day? HMMMMMMMMMMM
"Don't give up easily in your life, once you find the right path, you will feel right again."

i know that some people might not understand about the quote, but i just kinda feel like writing it now soo... nyahahahhaa

alrite, dat's pretty much all!~
CiaosuuuU~!