D other GUY=_=

Seriously, i've been reading too much shoujo manga== especially when it involves love.. i just can't stop reading such useless things:) butt it actually relieves my stress, so...:P

anwy, d reason i'm making dis entry is becuz i was sooooooooo touched by an anime called Chihayafuru. Butt dat's not d only reason, i also wanna express my disappointment in manga authors, especially if it involves romance like love triangle/polygon, dang.

In a love triangle, d heroine will only definitely end up wid a guy ONLY, n dat's actually d sucky part, especially if d losing guy is much better in my version:PP *my selfishness* TEHE!

like 4 example..

Sunadokei is one of d saddest manga i've evr read n let me clear it out 4 u, i was crying so hard when i read dis n let me remind u, it was not because of d story, it was because d guy character i like didn't end up wid d main heroine. people might think dis is soo unimportant or stupid reason, butt it's true:D Tsukishima Fuji is like d best guy ever? N Ann still chose Daigo? *teary eyes*

btw, dis is Fuji-kun:"(

if i were in d manga, i wud look like one of d girls in d picLOL --> i'm so charmed by dis pic>.<

here's another example,

Chihayafuru is a very interesting anime to me, evnthough sometimes it's kinda pissing me off:3 butt d story is new so...:)) *it's also about sport=competition -> my fav*

BUTT, one main point dat i hate from dis anime is because of d heroine. WTF is wrong wid her? she keeps yapping about arataarataarata n d guy doesn't evn reply her warmly or watsoever. n there is also Mashima Taichi, D OTHER GUY, which is Chihaya's childhood fren. He's like has alwys been in luv wid her, he's alwys there 4 her n not to mention dat he's super niceeeeeeeee n wat's more pissing, she doesn't evn realize his feelings n d anime alwys shows dat she's totally in luv wid arata:"((((((

i can't evn bear to watch d episode, especially when it involves arata n chihaya becuz it'll totally make Taichi downT^T

dis is super cool Taichi:D

AAAAH, i just can't stop wondering why wud manga authors abandon d guys who r smart, rich n SUPER handsome.. i knw it'd b boring if these guys alwys won, but d manga authors shud make "d other guy" a lil uglier so people won't feel bad to them *totally selfish n EVIL* mwahhahahaaha

wuh, it seems dat i am so talkative today== n it's time 4 me to stop:D

i knw dis entry is not important but i still feel gud writing dis:)

btw, i've been swimming these days so my back kinda got tanned:"( i'm kinda like a tiger on d back only i guessLOL *jk

ok, that's all 4 today... i'm off 2 surf d inet again now!

Ciaosuuuu!~

FLUMPOOL!!! + Singaporee?:3

WARNING: THIS ENTRY MIGHT BE REALLY BORING N INSIGNIFICANT TO BE READ BECAUSE I'M NOT SOBER WHEN I WROTE THIS

ehem, first of all, i gotta say dat dis entry is totally not significant or something like that== but i still wanna write it bcuz this is my second time to be in luv with a japanese band!

so, now i'm gonna talk about FLUMPOOL!!!

maybe this band is not dat famous or watsoever, but i gotta tell you, d songs r super awesomeeeeeeeeee!

so, it was like a few weeks ago, i found one of his single called "AKASHI", n instantly, i fell in luv wid dat song n immediately download it from d inet:D

n just now, i watched the music video of dat damn good song n guess wat...

I CRIED AGAINLOLLOLOLOL

HMph, maybe i'm being too emotional or watever u call it, but dat song just went straight to my heart<3

i mean, i dun evn understand d lyrics but d song just give me d chill of sadness like super sad:( n dat's exactly why i love dis song!!

*i've always been a fan of sad songs*:P

since dis is not dat important i'm gonna move on to the next topic, butt first, here's a pic of a super awesome band that i'm currently in luv wid:D

okaay, NEXT!

i'm actually gonna talk about my hiatusness for next week since i'm flyin to singapore wid my beloved friends tom:) n i'm gonna talk about soo much stuff on next friday! n also i'll post some of delicious+beautiful food dat i'm gonna eat later! *Such a pig*

wat i feel about all these:

i'm very excited n can't really wait for tom.. i already bought things dat i thought i wud need, i already charge my phone *unnecessary* n guess wat! i even slept @ 2 a.m. yesterday! *not because i can't wait for singapore, but mostly because of a comic dat i can't stop readingROFL*

hmph, 11 hours to goooo! n i still haven't packed my clothes n stuff== i hate packing d most, because i don't know wat else shud i bring n most of things dat i hv to bring are gonna b used first in d morning before i go. dat's why i think it's not dat important to start packing now since i dun evn knw wat to pack! *TEEHEE*

alrite, now i'm gonna take a super quick shower, go to church, go to bsm, go home, sleep, wake up! hahahahahahaha *going extremely insane*

p.s. i'm sorry if dis entry is kinda crazy n boring, but i guess dat this is me today:p

quote for d day: "Long-waited things will never come fast but the things u don't expect will always come fast to you."

gonna take off 4 real now!

C U NEXT FRIDAY!

Ciaosuuuu~

WoOpsie, another story!:p

first of all, i'm soo sorry again for not making the next real entry about the person i'm kinda in luv wid and instead, i end up creating another story on my mind which have to be written as soon as possible or else i'll forget about it:P

anwy, bcuz of yo"'s opinion so i decided to try to make a REAL story! dat's rite, this whole time, i would only make synopis/summary of a story that i make but this time, it's gonna b different! nyahahahaha i dun know how many chaps it's gonna b, but i'm pretty sure it's gonna b pretty lame bcuz i suck @ writing storiesLOL

p.s. the main heroine's name is Nana again== i'm sorry for not being creative but i just love that name! n this character is so suitable for that name:D

ok, now moving on to the synopsizzz:

"I've known you before her and my love is still unrequited. I can only look at you from far with my feelings stay hidden, after all, you're my best friend's boyfriend."

On the first year of high school, Takashima Nana makes friends with a guy who sits beside her and he's Michida Kou, the most friendly, popular and outgoing guy in her class and eventually, she falls for him. She never tells him about how she feels so things just proceed as usual. Then one day, Nana finds out that Kawahara Shiori, her best friend just confesses to Kou and they are going out now. It breaks her heart so badly that she even asks her mom to move from Tokyo to Sapporo, to live with her cousin.

What will happen next? Will she able to find a new love? Will she able to forget about him?

aah, so good finally letting those ideas out:D i'm also satisfied wid this story because it just sounds so dramatic on my mindLOL

alrighty, now it's time to end this entry cuz my hands are pretttyyy much tired from typingXD

C u in d next entry!

Ciaosuuu~

SO MAD!! *ANTM 17 SPOILER*

Gaaaaaaaah! i'm so furious n super disappointed!!!!!!! dis just totally ruin my super boring day:((

truthfully, since last night, i was soo impatient bcuz i can't wait to watch ANTM 17's finaleee.. i was hoping dat alison cud win.. i mean, she totally deserved it!! she is high fashion, pretty n has soo many fans around d world:D *including mee*

den today, i spent my time watching "cowboys n aliens" n "i am number 4". they were pretty much interesting butt my mind was still thinking about ANTM.

finally in d evening, my fren texted me dat there was a rumour about d winner of antm 17. N wat's evn more pissing is dat d winner is lisa!!!!!:( how cud dat happen?? i didn't really see dat coming. i was sooooooooooooooo mad n 4 d first time while watching this series, i am actually DISAPPOINTED @ d judges' judgement.

but wat's evn more interesting is dat there r a lot of people who think d same way as i do! some evn said dat alison is d true winner>u<

*a very long sigh* i guess yapping around won't change d fact dat alison is d runner up again:( but i'm still kinda grateful because she is able to b in d 2nd place n she is antm's fans' all time favorite:DD

here's 2 pics of her.. which r so awesome n also who's supposed to win dis cycle=3=

for cover girl...:

oh well, wat's happened will stay like dat. n now i'm gonna take a shower n take a rest from dis tiring day==

p.s. dis entry is an emergency one so i'll post d next real entry later~!:D

ok dis is d end for todayy..

Ciaosuuu~

finally! something worth reading!:o

hmph, from d title, u can already tell dat dis entry is somehow gonna b awesome, like super awesome:D so let's just move to the topic!! ✌（◕ω◕）✌ *using d emoticon from yo"s blog:P*

OK, so today, i kinda hav to go to school to attend a meeting for LSDP to singapore *floating*

anywy, d night before, T n I were kinda discussing bout wat we were gonna wear so i stupidly decided dat we shud just wear normal clothes like casual clothes..

apparently i was late for d meeting in d next morning. n wat's embarassing is dat, everyone was like wearing uniforms while i n some people were wearing casual clothes. Let me define some.. some = very few, like 3 out of 10== *i just got PWNED* ROFL

n wat's more embarassing was because i wore such short pants while everyone was in their neat uniform.. dang!(≧∇≦)ﾉ彡 バンバン!

moving on.......0_o

well, today's plan was also: went to ciwalk, a fren treated me to eat somewhere n watch movies + play pump!

soo, aftr dat unimportant meeting, we went straight to ciwok! n apparently we were gonna eat @ shin men. 2 b honest, i didn't really like d food, d donburi was kinda yucky *>~<* n it was pretty expensive. but i was not buying so i cudn't really complain... TEHE!

aftr we finished eating, we walked around 4 a while n bought cinema tickets of twilight saga: breaking dawn part 1! SUPRISINGLY, i kinda think dat d movie was kinda gud.. but still very scary.. *wat is up wid those golden+red eyes? bella's expression when she gave birth was sooo==" n i can't stand of robert's hairLOL but on d bright side, there was one young werewolf called Seth, n he is soo handsomeeeeeeee! *girl fan mode on*

anywaayyy, we got a chance to play pump aftr dat but it was not too long n i was not dat satified=3= but i'm still kinda grateful for b able to play bcuz i'm kinda craving for pump!:D

anwy, aftr dat we got to watch n blablabla... i went home early bcuz i got cungwen lesson @ home:"( i was kinda disappointed but i guess dat was d best for me since i didn't wear shoes @ dat time so it was hard playing pump n my feet hurt:((

alriteee, so here's a pic of ter, van n mee..

n van is d bday girl!!（๑￫‿ฺ￩๑）♫ ♫♬♪♫

ok, about d next entry, i am warning u now bcuz d entry is gonna b kinda like UNIMPORTANT or watever u call it, BUTT i still wanna write it though:)) n i'm gonna write it tom! nyahahahahhaa

i'll giv u a clue of wat is it about: it's about d person i'm kinda in luv wid rite now *shocked face*

ok again, dis is d end of today's entry!

quote for d day: "Spending time wid ur frens is one of d most important things that hav to be done in ur life"

finally, dis is d real ending!

Ciaosuu!!!~

Oops.. new post!

it seems dat last week, i'd already made another new post. n since d inet was not working n watsoever, i ended up forget to post it:D soo, i'm gonna post it now! *such a waste if dis is not posted, it's about MUSIC~

hmhmhm, weekend has come by! which is super awesome! i'm definitely excited n can't wait to spend it little by little bcuz on monday, hell is back:P

i knw i'm KIND OF *mayb very* exaggerating about dis, but really, these days, skool was not very enjoyable== everyday, there's little time 4 me to relax since after skool, i still hv private lesson somewhere else.. i can't sleep i can't watch i can't read. dangdang!

it's been a tough n tiring week, but i'm hoping it will change next week!

OK so, d reason i'm making a new post is bcuz:

1. i've become more interested in my guitar

2. i've started searching guitar chords on d inet

3. DEN I FOUND PEOPLE PLAYING BOKURA GA ITA'S SONGS!!!

ok, i'm gonna discuss mostly about num3:DDD

first of all, bokura ga ita is d most awesome romantic anime i've evr watched in my life. The characters are perfect, d guy is sooooo handsome n real n their luv story is sooo friggin beautiful *crying

so, den i searched sum guitar chords on utube n find out people hav been playing suki dakara n merry go around wid a guitar!! damn i'm about to scream:DDDD

so, as soon as i heard it, my tears r instantly flowing... i'm very touched by d songs n it seemed dat lots of people hav d same reaction as i do *if they've alredy watched d anime*

oh well, but in d end, i was not able to play any songs since i cudn't understand guitar chords *like how to play em== but it was a fun experience to search 4 these kind of things:D

but, i manage to play romance de amour, not d whole song, but a quarter of it i guess heheh *another improvement

well, i guess dat's all i gotta report today... n tonight, i shall eat delicious gourmet:D

Quote 4 d day: "Being in luv wid music is d best thing that's evr happened"

I'm off now!

CiaosuuU!

I guess i'm back?:P

It's been a decade! since d last time i visit my super beloved blog... hehe

so, because of someone's xtremely persistant's request, i'm gonna write something in dis beautiful sunday morning:) *i mean, i shud b playing sims now=3=*

Hmm, i guess a lot has happened n there r plenty of ups n downs n since they were too many of em, i will only write sum of em.. i hate typing too long:D

1. F*CK*NG QUARTER TEST N EXAMS R OFFICIALLY OVER BABY! wew, i still can't believe dat myself:3 but i'm so glad it's over, because it's been 2 weeks n all i do was studying.. *dang* but den UNFORTUNATELY, d results r not dat "awesome":( i know my bio n english mark, n my english was not pleasing @ all.. BUTTTTTT, for bio... guess wat.... *drumroll* I got the highest mark in d classsss! hehehehe.. i guess all my hard work to woke up in early morning n studyin had been paid!!!
2. well, also, i guess i can't help but to b excited 4 next week, since i'm going to Singapore wid my frens:D my first time going out of a country wid my frens! ha! i'm gonna buy soooo many things including cakes, food, snacks... *n other kinds of food
3. alrite, so nowadays, i become interested again playing sims.. let's just say that i'm addicted hehehe but sims is d best game to play when u got nothing to do @ home:)BUTT den again, something alwys ruin my happiness.. yesterday i tried to install sims 3, n dat piece of sh*t was so confusing! alrite, maybe dis is because of my suckiness *my own word creation* to handle technology, but i even stayed up til 1 just 4 dis stupid game:"(
4. moving on!! dis is d most important topic! n of course dis is aboutttttt! KEVJUMBA! first of all, i totally like him more den nigahiga:D *sorry ryan*. i found him xtremely funny eventhough i know he's not a comedian. d way he talked in d vids was sooooo friggin funny n fun to watch:) by watching his vids also, i know now about asians' lives in american..:))) okay, i guess i'm kinda in luv wid him<3 but i mean who doesn't?LOL n about nigahiga.. i also find him SUPER funny, but not all his vids r, only a few *for me*. but one thing i really like from him is his : "TEEHEE"

ok, these r d stuffs i hv to write... i wondering wat else to write n my hands r pretty much tired.

i guess i'm gonna b updating dis blog pretty often dis week since i'm already in h-0-l-i-d-a-y! dat's rite! i got my freedom nowwwww!

but eventhough today is d 2nd day of my holiday, it's not going pretty well already== since i can't find my phone charger, i though dat d "mba s" had lost em. i was soo mad n i think i kinda acted like a totally crazy person== it seems dat my temper is still awful, n just like wat i predict, i regret wat i did for d next 3 mins.. it turned out dat d chargers r in my stupid laptop bag!!!! dat stupid green bag!! *ok dis is totally my fault so i can't blame other people* TEHE!

n also, i wanna giv my special thanks to my fren Yoyo, who had helped me making dat stupid presentation!!!!! thank u so much cuz u'd save my life from stressfulness:3

lastly... my bday is in a month... n i still dun knw wat my bday is gonna b.. but 2 things i knw is that, i'm gonna b wearing a dress! hehehehe n there shud also b a giant cake so i can eat d whole thing @ once!!LOL

alrite, now i'm tired n i can't stop sneezing n my body hurts.. i cudn't evn sleep last night because my ankle is sooo stiff n i can't stop moving in my bed. *dis is cause by not playing pump for 2 whole weeks*T.T

okok, dat's all 4 today! i'll probably update something again today, but dat's all for now!

ENJOY ur day folks! it's a beautiful sunday morning! *singin sunday morning by maroon 5*

n i also remember to make a quote, n today's quote is:

"Think carefully before u do something bcuz regretting is d last thing u hv to deal wid, cuz it sux:)"

now's d real ending!

CiaossuuU!

~now playing misread by kings of convenience~ -> best singer evaaa

Just... ordinary day..

Hello again! sorry 4 not updating, since i was soo busy these 2 days n finally i got my break today:)

SOoo.. today, i'm about 2 tell u d most heart pounding situation i'd ever been into!!!

this is about d BI test to read poems today... well, i did my part n did my best too.. i just hope my mark will b gud:D i was all smiley n talking loudly n all.. i dun knw if dat was weird or wat, i just knew dat i've done everything i cud:D

About my feelings: i dun really knw how to feel today.. i just feel.. ordinary... not evn happy or sad.. i knw dat's weird but i guess dat's just me:P i can't complain bout my life again n again cuz dat'll just make a super COMPLAINER==

so i just hv to enjoy everything dat's gonna happen in my life:))

AHA~! there's also one more thing!! i found this out today!! i think i shud make a quote whenever i updated in this blog*except 4 reviews*:3 soo, today's quote:

"Complaining about your life is not gonna make it better, u just hv to enjoy n live it instead of give complains which will only make urself b frustated"

Bam! such a quote huh? i knw it's weird 4 me to make quotes, but i guess it's a new experience.. n i'm also kinda interested in making quotes..Ha!

hmmm... today i pretty much got nothing to do, should i study 4 QT4? or watch movies? blaah.. evnthough i alwys say to myself dat i'm gonna study, it will alwys end d same way: i will end up being wid my beloved TV until midnight(`･ω･´)

BTW, on d next posts, i think i'll b posting anime reviews:D i've watched so many of em n hvn't made any reviews since natsume yuujinchou <3

so, d post will b about kimi to boku, fate zero, chihayafuru n hunterxhunter:))

these r d ones i kept waiting on every week! there's also bakuman, but i'm just too lazy to write too many post.. soo（´-`）.｡oO( ... )

i guess dat's all 4 today.. i'm sick of writing anywy:D

Ciaosuu!

NEw day, new background:P

first of all, bfore i say anything else, i wanna thank my super awsome fren, Yoyo for making my blog look super amazing;D

anywy, i don't really hav anything important to tell, but it's still morning n i dun knw wat to do:P

aah, forgot to tell y dat i just found out yesterday, dat jason mraz is having a concert in bali!! damndamndamn>.< i'm sooo friggin in luv wid him!! his music is jazzy, light, n most of em r accoustic!!!! totally my kind of song:)

aaaaah, i hate my school!!!! damndamndamn! i'd dooo anything just to go to his concertT^T

n wat's worse, d tickets r available to buy @ disc tarra Istana plaza!! which means i still hav a chance to get it! dang!!!!

ok, dat's all about jason mraz concert n moving on to the next topic:)

i got this hw, from cyberpreneurship, to make an online shop on facebook wid my fren. i find dis hw xtremely annoying n boring, since 1. i dun knw how to use photoshop to make d logo 2. finding frens in fb is troublesome

but thankfully, wid my mom n my fren's mom's help, we've been able to finish dis stupid hw:D

ok i guess dat's all for today since i'm supa starving:D

i also hope dat my QT results won't as bad as i thought:(

Happy eating!

Ciaosuuu!

just got another idea*u*

alrite, i knw i just published a new post but i can't myself to stop typing since i got dis story in my head! i just gotta write it out so i won't forget:D

Synopsis:

Akimoto Sora, d popular guy in d school is d person dat Sawamura Erin like since she entered highschool, but she kept her feelings hidden all d time. One time, when she was in d bus in a school fieldtrip, a boy fell asleep on her shoulder. it made things awkward because apparently d person was Sora's best friend, Ogawa Tatsuya. Tatsuya alwys got d impression of a cold person, but since he started talking to Erin, he started to show his true personality which made girls fall for him. Without noticing it, Erin den started to feel things with Tatsuya, especially after he confessed to her. n dat also made Sora got jealous which made Sora become evn more aggressive to try getting Erin's attention.

wat will happen next? Who will Erin choose in d end? will Sora n Tatsuya's friendship last?:D

okokokoko

dat was pretty gud i guess.. n i guess i'm soo done writing now:D

gotta do some math n charge dis stupid laptop...

i guess dat's all 4 today!!! hihi

Ciaosuu!

お(^o^)や(^O^)す(^｡^)みぃ(^-^)ﾉﾞ

New day, new background:P

Well, i'm officially back from my depression n all those stuffs. I'm sick of saying stupid things that i'll definitely regret saying later:))

it's november already.. i can't evn believe how fast time flies.. n in 2 days, my class is going to stay @ lembang for some kind of retreat that i dun evn know wat's d use of it n so on. but i guess it's gonna b better than studying in d skool hheehe

anywy, i got gud news.. today, i got my physics 3rd QT back n apparently, i got 99! i can't evn believe it>.< i dun evn knw wats wrong wid me, how can i got such score?? i mean, i've alwys suxed @ dat subject but i guess i got lucky this time;D but i'm also pretty sure dat i'm gonna get an EXTREMELY bad score for math:( my teacher is ruthless after all==

aaaah, also i'm so friggin tired yesterday, since i slept like @ 12 yesterday:P plus, i hvn't read stupid anne frank=A=

n also, i read dis one shot comic about a boy who's been in coma for 4 years when he was confessing to his childhood fren. n when he finally woke up, d girl alrdy had a BF! dang dang dang! i cried after dat.. d manga is pretty realistic but it's just so sad:( d boy was handsome n d stupid girl chose her BF @ d end! how cud she:(((((((

anywy, i'm kinda grateful for able to find that kind of good manga heheheeeee

actually, i shud b doing my math hw now, but i guess dat i'm just LAZY.. so i guess i'll hav to postpone when will i b doing my hw:D

my grammar is such a mess todayyyy!! wonder wats wrong wid me=-=

one last thing to tell.. last week, i watched Real Steel wid my frens n i think it was pretty gud.. hugh jackman is super awesome like usual n d actor who's playing to be his kid is also cute:3

ok, i hv to stop now... but before dat....

Tadaaa! nice pic rite? hehe is dis pic just awesome or wat?:) i luv dis kind of scenery. fireworks r awesomee hehehe

dat's all for today..

Ciaosuu!~

La.. Laa.. Laifu:D *means life

Life S*ck

That term was alwys in my mind n this week made it pretty clear wat it actually means. Today was Monday which was supposed to be fun I think but it was not at all. In fact, in the morning, I cudn’t even name one reason why I had to go to school. I’d rather stayed at home watching animes. The second one, I also cudn’t find one simple reason why I live, like wat’s d purpose of me, living in this world? Because it seems that d world will b just fine without me. Truthfully, I gotta tell ya, I’m not exactly afraid to die or anything, if it’s my time to go, then I’ll go, if it’s not yet, den I won’t. I wud just follow wat God wants.

Anywy let’s start by Saturday. From d morning till d evening, everything was totally fine, but in d night, my dad n I got into a HUGE fight, just because I kept anwering wat he said n he was probably upset wid me. In dis case, I felt like a jerk so didn’t really say anything *as usual* but d worst thing is dat, I got lectured d whole time we went home which sux. I almost cried but maybe since I got too used to it, I didn’t hehehe I wondered to myself, why I was such a jerk. N til now, I can’t seem to find d answer. Another worst part: I didn’t feel guilty, not a single guilt was created. I even thought to myself, how come you got mad just because of such simple thing. I was kinda joking anywy n maybe I went a lil too far:P but still, I was still so pissed off because he kept telling d same thing *lecturing me about how bad n annoying I was to him n blablabla* It hurt my hurt, but anywy, dat’s life. N not to be overreacting, but I was actually crying when I wrote thisL

I was in the car while writing dis, n David Archie’s my kind of perfect was played! Man, dis just set d mood.

Anywy, after dat very long night, I then thought again to myself, dat I wanna leave dis house.. I can’t wait to live alone n b free from people. But iguess I kinda regretted wat I said cuz I still luv my fam evnthough things don’t alwys go in my way.

Next morning, my dad wudn’t evn wanna talk to me.it was very pissing me off but I chilled off by not concerning dat fact anymore.

Anywy, moving on to d next day. In the morning, we got a test 4 chem. I was totally nervous since I suck so badly @ chem.. n my prediction came true, d test was so friggin hard n after finishing it, I think I’ll get a 70 or sumthin:P I also answered so many wrong answersT.T

Moving on to the lesson after d break. There was dis lesson called “research n project” n today we were supposed to find an experiment about biology to do d experiment proposal. N dat moment, I messed up again *I think*. my group consist of 2 people, O n T. *let's just use d initials.

anywy, we'd been fooling around since d lesson started n when O started to get serious about finishing it, T n i, instead of being serious n do d work, we fooled around again, n even talked about unnecessary things n apparently, it made O angry.

T n I didn't knw wat 2 do since she had never a friend who was angry wid her n i was extremly bad @ apologizing to people if i didn't feel GUILTY. n he kinda ignored us for d next 2 lessons but weirdly, he turned to himself back in d end.

I think dat he was only angry wid me, since i know dat i was a jerk n mostly everyone doesn't like my attitude. well, dis is me, i've been tryin n wanting to change, but it's just not F*CK*ng working out.

on d way home aftr d guitar lesson, i realized dat probably, noone will ever like me, noone will ever love me because i'm me. i can't say dat i don't particularly care, cuz i kinda do. it hurts when u feel like ur not needed, it hurts when people told u dat they hate u n when we didn't evn knw wat we did wrong n it hurts not to be liked by other people.

I'm obviosly a crybaby person n perhaps dat's wat made me become dis selfish egoistical B*tch..

i wonder n wonder, wat shud i thank God in dis kind of situation, i guess i shud b thanking him dat i'm still alive, but it's not like i don't appreciate for d life i've been given, it's just dat i sometimes think dat mayb if sumone else was born instead of me, my fam n frens wud b happier.

I desperately want to be someone's num 1. i just want to b liked by other people n why is dat so hard to do?i keep messing up, instead of doing d rite thing. i'm horrible to my siblings n i'm definitely not a gud daughter.

i guess life wasn't easy. i got my future waiting in d line, but i still don't evn knw wat am i gonna do later. it's not like i dun care bout my future but u knw when sumtimes ur stuck in an idea n can't evn move on or find new ideas? well, dat's my position. but i still can't imagine myself being a successful n nice person like i've alwys wanted to b.

i guess dat's all 4 today, my eyes hurt n btw, dis is wat my heart is saying rite now. n i'm sorry if its boring..!^!

PEDC:)))

hoaaam, i'm sooo friggin tired now:P well, now i'm about to tell d reason behind dis gloomy tiresome:D

well, actually on friday, i volunteered myself to be a committee of a debating contest called PEDC in my skool. @ first, i was a lil hesitated since if i took dis job, i wouldn't hav any time to study 4 d remedial..

BUT~

i accepted d job in d end.... We had a lot of briefings n THANK GOD sum of my frens joined it too!^A^ D briefings were fun, well, cuz mostly we talked n played instead of listening^>^

HMph, anywy d day den came! Which was yesterday btwLOL n guess wat?

It turned out to be super awesome n fUN! Well of course i was worn out but yesterday was new to me so i enjoyed it:)

I was d L.O. of TB highschool.. @ first, it was a lil awkward since there was only one girl n 2 guys in d group but on d 2nd day, we talked more n they turned out to be friendly n they are 2 years older den me!*u*

i personally think dat my team was pretty gud... i cud understand wat they were saying n they spoke wid so much confidence which was WOW-ing o(^▽^)o

But i still think d 3rd speaker was d best of all!!!(=▽=)

Ok so,i will also explain about L.O.s' job:)

there are 2 types of L.O., + n -

+: they read the whole text guide to begin d debate n so on n they're also d one who close d debate:)

-: they are d timekeeper who will deliver d result of a debate to d tabulation room:)

aah, there r also people called adjudicator who r actually d judges(＝⌒▽⌒＝)

I had sooo much fun today.. i also forgot to write d fact dat my team got into best 16!!! pretty awesome rite???? i was so proud n happy 4 them!! N d way of telling which team won was also interesting.

SO all d L.O.s r given some kind of glow-in-d-dark elastic stick which can b turned into a bracelet. n d Lo's leader told us dat d ones who'll b wearing d yellow one r d best 16 n my team got in!!! there were a lot of dancing, jumping n laughing in d ava room:)

eventhough we lost 4 d best 8(T^T)

but still, i'm proud of them 4 b able 2 do their bestest n b able to get into top 16~!

butttt *again* d best part of dis whole thing was dat i got new friends!!

i made friends wid sum people dat i was not even close to @ first.. so dat was also fun hehehe

but there were also some awkward moments between other L.O.s n me:)) *my bad actuallyLOL*

Ok, tom i got Bi remed test, i just hope i can do my best n get d min score!!!

Ganbarimasu!!!(・∀・)

rite, now i'm gonna sleep since i m so friggin sleepy n tired bcuz of today... i'm off to bed now!! Ciaosuu!

Results have appeared!!! n they turned out to be awfully awesome:(

Well well well, it's been a long time since d last time i wrote sumthin here:)

Anywy, d result 4 QT 2 had been told n they were sooo awfully bad... *i think

i got 3 red marks n 2 blue marks:D n the blue marks r not so satisfying either.. life suxxx officialy.. (;_;)

i'd tried my best n i only got those results.. it was so disappointing n saddening...

BUT

i still hv to giv my best though... 4 d next QT! i'm just hoping that i'll b more diligent n b able to achieve a veerrryy gud scoreXD

ok, now moving on 2 d next topic...

i just finished watching natsume yuujinchou san..

That anime was just... i dun evn knw how to describe it, i mean it made me cry again!!LOL

Such a hearttouching story... i luv this kind of anime:P n i hope midorikawa yuki will produce d 4th season!!!!!! natsume yuujinchou is addictive!!:3

Natsume looked so hawt in dis pic!!:)))) I'm soo friggin in luv wid him:D

ok, now im tired of writing.. iguess i'll write some again when i hv d time.. I FEEL SO LAZY NOWW==

so i guesss dat's all 4 today!

#nowplaying Boku Kara Kimi e by Galileo Galilei

*it's a super awesome song which is my fav now*^U^

another story idea popping up:P

well, to make it quick, i just wanna say dat tom is d first day of my 2nd quarter test... i just hope i'll b able to do my best n do d test super well!:D

anywy, there's another story in my head n i can't really study properly bfore i write dis down:))

Synopsis:

Having an unrequited love since the 4th grade has went well for Taniguchi Saki, who's kinda boyish and not girly at all. She has a crush on her classmate, Fujimoto Yuusuke who's friendly and childish. But things turn upside down when one of her friends confessed to Fujimoto in front of their classmates and to make things worse, he accepts her confession. After being dumped, she decides to make herself prettier so she won't be feeling this kind of miserable feeling of being dumped anymore...

In Junior high school, she gets close to one of her classmate Sakata Ichiro, who's smart and gentle. She thinks she has a crush on him already but it seems that everything changes since on the 9th grade, a boy transfered to her class.

Well, personally i think this synopsis is quite good.. n d story line is pretty interesting to me! mwahhahaha

anywy, i gotta go back studying... and i'll post/upload d charas sooner... 4 both stories hehe

Ciaosuu!

Another storyyyy!:D a shoujo n romantic one of course:P

Well, well, well.. i've become talkative dis days... writative actuallyLOL

anywy, i got another awsome story dat just came 2 my mind last week, so here's d synopsis:

An ordinary girl Hashimura Nana is a very shy girl who can't even talk straight to a boy, then in the first year of highschool, she falls for Sano Chihiro a cool type of guy who doesn't talk much and is popular between girls. Unfortunately, her first crush is not going so well since she sits beside Yamada Motoki in the class, who is the most furious delinquent in the school. They get along very well and even makes her feelings confused. Then Ishii Mayo, the childhood friend of Yamada appears and makes things even more complicated!

Well, truthfully, i'm not really satisfied wid d synopsis... but whocares anywy:P i've done my best writing it , dat's d most important thing:D

n pics r comin up soon since i'm so friggin sleepy rite now n tom i got a morning math lesson:))

CiaosuuU!

AAAAAHH~ Stupid result from QT1... one word: DISAPPOINTING

As u can c from d title... dis post is about d result of d 1st QT:((((((

well, actually, i only know d mark

s of 2 subjects, which are physics n math...

There are gud news n bad news...

Bad news first: i got f*ck*ng 57!!!! WTH was dat???? well, dis was pretty much entirely my fault, since i was d one who stupidly left 2 essay nums blank... n evn if i was able 2 finish d essay, i still don't think my result will b satisfying=A=

Good/xtremely gud news: well.. evnthough i got 57 for physics, i still got 100 for math!!! *banzai, banzai!*>w<

*pic of natsume yuujinchou as a present 4 my mark hehe*

i'm proud of myself n d hardwork i've put to finish dat crazy exam:P but i'm still xtremely disappointed 4 my physics:((((( i suck!

ehem, anywy, i've so busy today n i guess dat's all 4 today...

n dang, i hvn't practiced my guitar!!!!==

i guess it'll b another busy week 4 me:"(

Ciaosuu!:D

Natsume Yuujinchou Review~~

Ehem, so now, i'm officially back from my holiday to reality which sux:) anywy, dat doesn't really hv anything 2 do wid wat i'm about 2 post... cuz now i'm gonna write bout my current fav anime:D

sooo, dis anime is called natsume yuujinchou n it consists of 3 seasons already so far since it was sooooo awesome:P

anywy, here's d synopsis:

Natsume Takashi has the ability to see spirits, which he has long kept secret. However, once he inherits a strange book that belonged to his deceased grandmother, Reiko, he discovers the reason why spirits surround him. Containing the names of these spirits, a binding contract was formed between the spirits and the owner of the book. Now, Natsume is determined to free the spirits and dissolve the contracts. With the help of a spirit cat, his days are filled trying to return the names to these spirits.

dis is one d pic:) kakkoi nee~?

i'm alwys anticipating new epis of dis anime every week cuz evry episode alwys made me smile in d end:D d story is just beautiful n legendary!LOL

nyanko sensei *in d form of cat* is d funniest!! i just love it when he appeared in evry scene:D

but still, d best chara is natsume of course!!:)))))) <3

anywyy, dat's all i'm gonna post 2day.. hehe n i'm kinda interested in downloading more gintama episodes:D ciaosu minna!