Life Is Still Spinning Like A Wheel..

First of all, i wanna make the title to be,"Life Goes On", but then i thought it was too simple, so i kinda decided to change it like that.. sorry if it sucked:p

a.n.y.w.a.y

OMGOMG

it's been like a thousand years already, since the last time i updated this beloved blog of mine<3 it's been a month actually and i kinda miss n not miss writing:)

You see folks, i got so much to tell... to the point that i can't even write em all down... i mean, i did lots of stuffs in my holiday... n i forgot bout some of em alredy._.

but i will still write about the things that has happened n fortunately i still remember>:D

p.s. the days when these events are happening are totally random

1. I surely did lots of hangouts w/ my friends which was funnnnn<3 i had a great time w/ T, VH, VK, O, F, Y, I, P, N... i miss em all during my holidays.. but school has started already so i alredy met them up again this week:)
2. I went to Singapore 2 weeks ago i think.. n it WAS SUPER FUN.. USS is definitely a veryyy fun place to be at if you play almost all the rides... n Sentosa island is beautifulll<333 i did a lot of shopping here, whether it was in orchard, vivo city, bugis or even somerset... #forgot the rest
3. I finally able to visit TSB! weewww, the rides were scary._. eventho i only rode one scary ride which was the mighty giant swing.. i was practically dead when i rode it:( but i had tons of fun w/ my buddies... hihi
4. that's rite! i also did a bunch of sleepovers in my summer holiday~u~ i finally able to got to know some people better i guess:D n i'm glad heehee
5. I found two great shows called Grimm and Suits on my last week of holiday.. I'm currently watching Grimm and after that, i'll proceed to Suits<3 i luv tv shows(y)
6. F*CK*N WENT TO JASON MRAZ'S CONCERT! ALRIGHT BABYY!! N obviously, he rocked d concert n i love him even more<3
7. Somehow, i find myself addicted to Mindy Gledhill's songs.. this is my first time for liking all songs in an album<3 Mindy is d best after all! HEEHEE
8. Maroon 5 is having a concert this oct n i dun think i'm gonna b able to go to the concert so yeah, i'm disappointed:(
9. I also somehow find doramas r quite interesting these days! i luv Osamu Mukai<33

SOO

MAYBE THAT'S ALL?

again, i got something weirdly awesome to tell!

So listen up folks! your stupid buddy here, is finally an A Level student now! like officially!!! #applause

well, it's not really something to be proud of since it's gonna be a lotttt harder than last year n i'm gonna have to be even more diligent to survive._. but i'll do my best anyway, for the sake of my future! #puking

K, so i know this is now something to be proud of #again, but i can't help it but to feel that way sometimes.. i mean, from the previous years, i know that x-ALevel student from my school r mostly smart people like T n OD, that's why it's suchh a weird miracle that i also got in.. #burst into tears:p

n yeah, maybe it was kinda or xtrmely arrogant of me, but please just let me be like this for this moment only:) i got nothin else to be proud of anymore anyway...:D

it's actually a pretty good start for me, for this new school term.. since i suddenly got this spirit of fighting, i bought new stationary stuffs n i miraculously just almost finished my math hw.. i just hope that this year is gonna be different and i'm gonna be a better person whether it's about my personality n also my academic achievement:)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, so maybe now i'll proceed to what happened today! this is one good story to tell anyway!

So yesterday was practically my 3rd day of school.. n the lesson has started too...

First of all i wanna tell yall, in A Level, there'r gonna be some lecturers from wherever they are to come n teach us once a month i think? totally forgot about those stuffs..

anyway, so yesterday was the biology lecturer's turn. N man....  I really didn't expect this that happened.__.

i'm just trying to be honest about my opinion n i'm not mocking him or anything btw..

so yeah, i couldn't understand a single word he said in English and guess what? so did my friends..

the 2 hour period felt like it was 4 hour period for us, since well.. it was boring, we couldn't understand a thing n d class was so frigging cold...

i was sleepy like for the half of the lesson... n yeah, i'm not happy with the lecturer, i mean, it's very very good about the fact that he still wanted to teach us in English eventhough he couldn't really speak well, but what was it all for if neither of the students understand what he was saying?

I kinda feel bad for him but i'm still kinda pissed at him too since i just wasted the 2 hour period learning absolutely nothing... #mebeingbitchy >:(

k, done w/ the bitchy stuffs...

n i'm like sleepy as hell now, since i probably only got 3 hours sleep yesterday cuz i couldn't sleep for some reason:"(

so i guess this is good bye~!! n i'll post a new entry ASAP! TEEHEE!

CiaosuuuU~!!!!

Sinking Slowly To The Bottom

K", so yeah holiday has already started...

I should be full of enjoyment and excitement all around, but i don't.

Soo, many things have happened this week n they're not all that good.

Plus, i did bad things, things that i'm not proud of, but i had to do it bcause i'm selfish and other reasons.

This is just the start of the holiday and i'm already this disappointed in myself. I hate me really.

You  see, my class here is gonna rent a villa in Lembang for all of us to stay there for a few days. It sounds fun doesn't it? Indeed i was interested... i mean, everyone's gonna join and i just hope that i can still have so much fun there.

Unfortunately, people started to bail.

and there's only a few people who are gonna stay in that villa.

Then it got me thinking, maybe i should bail to!

Then there i go so recklessly, bailing myself to go to the villa..

But things don't end there since my friend who's in charge of this whole thing said that she has paid the DP so people can't cancel.

Man, i felt so horrible.. i mean i dun even wanna go there but i still have to pay? it's such a waste of money..

I know that i'm being irresponsible, and i'm totally selfish. But i guess i'm also a human being..

And there are way more reasons that i dun wanna go thre, besides the fact that it's expensive, i may also have an event i have to attend which will cost more money to dad. I felt bad for him, i just bought a new phone and now i'm gonna ask him for more money? for the concerts and also the trip? HELL NO!

I feel horrible now as a result. Sometimes i wonder, why do i have to be this selfish? I'm causing problems for my friends and i just feel terrible.

Yes, i hate myself for that.. but then again, i have to do what i was supposed to do from the start.

I just hope she will forgive what i did and so does God. I hate myself for lying and be this selfish...:(

Anyway that's all maybe for today.. i'm not really in the mood to write things now, so i'll just continue sometime later hahaha

Ciaosuuu~!

The Moments That Build Up Your Life

Man, i'm definitely worn out these days=-= well actually just today HEHE

i got nothing much to do these past few days which were very weird== but it was good though..

So i actually got something funny to tell to day.. N i know i'm not supposed to write today, but it was just so stupid so i gotta write this:)

Today i had my math course at 4.30. School was done at 3, so i decided to wait for a while then went to my course.

At exactly 4.30 my driver n i arrived there. BUTT

There was nobody there for God's sake== So i thought the previous class was not done yet so i was kinda waiting for my friends to come and i just slept soundly in the car..

Unfortunately, it was around 4.40 already and nobody had showed up, nor the people from the previous class had gone out. So i thought, there wouldn't be any course today huh?

Then i decided to go home....

On my way home, i, the stupidest person ever, got a text message from my teacher, asking where was i? OMGOMG

Indeed, i screwed up... so i went back there n pretended like i hadn't been there a few minutes ago..

So when my friends were asking me why was i late, i couldn't answer them, like at all, SH*T

The end of weird awkward embarrassingly stupid experience...

OK, so that's not all i wanna say.. HEHE

EHem, i just watched AI again today and as usual... i fell in love with my beloved Phillip Phillips... GOODness! he's the most awesome guy ever!!!!>u<

Here's another thing:

There's this concert of Jason Mraz and his band on the 22nd of June! OMGOMGOMG, i know...

UNFORTUNATELY again, nobody was particularly intersted to watch it... BUT thank GOD T is interested! NYEHEHEHE

but here's another problem... i don't know how will we be able to go there and are my friends gonna be even allowed to go?? *SUPER SIGH

STORIES ENDED NOW

i really think i do need refreshment now... butt unfortunately again! i can't do it this week... since i'm gonna be soo busy.. with d dancing practice, making vids for vcd, stupid courses, n a lot of other stuff..

man, life's tiring again... but it's only a few weeks left n school will be over... at least for a month HEHE

ALSO!

Fortunately, the result for my QT3 were not that bad hehe

i still can be satisfied with the result... YEY eventhough i am disappointed with my math score.. i was supposed to get a friggin 100 Damn it..

alright i guess this is the end for today.. i'm practically dying now because of sleepiness...

let's just call it a day and sleeppzzZzz

BYe+!+

btw, wish me luck for tom's test! it's about stupid binomial!Ha!

CiaosuuuuU~!

Austalian open, bday party n a concert:D

I'm officially back from the doomyess of a stupid building called my school:D

it's finally weekend n wat's even better? i'm gonna hv my bday party tom!!!

n yes, of course i'm excited:p

So, let's start with the first topic of the entry!

this evening, i was home @ 3 n i got like nothing to do at all... so i just kinda watched stuffs on tv, even if they were boring==

n @ around 4.30, there was a tennis match, a semifinal men single to be specific AND the ones who were playing were Djokovic n Murray!!! DamnnnN!!~ i was excited n worried @ the same time.. but after a few mins watching the game, i thought Djokovic was gonna win so i was relieved n i changed the tv channel:)

n when it was 8 p.m., i found that my bro was watching a tennis match n i thought it was the recap of the match in the evening but IT WAS NOT! tennis players are so awesome. They were able to play for the entire 4 n a half hours!!! Dang they'r good.

What's more shocking? I was so surprised when i saw the score bcause both players had won 2 sets... which means that when one of em wins, it's d end den==

I was watching it like a crazy prson. as usual, i cheered on the television like an idiot==

BUTT because of my hardworking effort, Djokovic finally won!!!!!! i was jumping n screaming like i was mad or something, but really, i was so happy for him n i still am:")))*i kinda got a crush on him last year, when he beat Nadal n became the champion*

NEXT

so my friend Y n i was talking about a concert of HSJ in Thailand about some weeks ago:D n today we talked about it again n i decided that i would join her to go to Thailand if she went 4 the concert!!

YIPPIEE! how can i say no when it comes to go out of the country n watch a concert of japanese people???? Damn i'm so excited!!!!!!

Butt, for her to be able to go, she needed to asked his dad n begged him so that she could go:DD

so i'm just praying now so that her father would allow her to go>u<

ANOTHER GUD NEWS

I finally was able to copy the pics from singapore to my lappie*w* and that's why at sometimes later, i'll post an entry about my super trip to singapore wid my frens:DDDDDD

i guess i'll make this entry short cuz i'm tired n i hv to get up early tom==

so bye?

CiaosuuuuU~!

*too lazy 4 d quote*