About a Movie

From the title, you can already guess what i am about to write. Yes, it is about a movie called seven pounds. The movie was made in 2008 and will smith is the main character there. And i guess he really moved me. His acting is just stunningly good and impressive.

So let's start with the synopsis. 7 Pounds is a story of a man who accidentally killed his fiancee and 6 other strangers during a car accident. With him not being able to live after what he did, he decided to help 7 strangers whom he thought needed help the most.

The synopsis may sound a little bit dramatic, but to me the movie really worked it. I find this movie sad and heartbreaking. As unrealistic as his noble actions were, they still got me thinking how selfish i've been. Maybe i need to watch inspirational sad movies more oftenly so that i would be constantly reminded of how a horrible i've been.

Lately people have been talking about a movie called,"The Fault in Our Star". The novel was indeed very famous and almost all my friends read the novel. They have been talking about how sad and blablabla. Let's just say that all my friends are crazy about it.

Then the movie was released about a month ago. For me who don't read the novel, i know nothing about how sad and good it was. So when i finally watched the movie, i had my expectations. it's been a long time since the last time i had a good cry from a movie, so indeed i was very excited.

After 2 hours the movie ended. Even until now, i still don't understand whether i'm being cynical because everybody is crazy about the novel or i just simply don't find the movie that great. I didn't even cry. Okay maybe my eyes got a little bit teary but that's it. Needless to say, i was disappointed.

But it's possible that i just don't really like the movie and the story. i guess by saying so, that kind of makes me sound like an evil bitch, which is the real me HAHA. For me personally, it was too exaggerating. Maybe because they're still teenagers? Maybe i've been watching way too many movies? i don't know.

No offense to all TFIOS' s fans, i'm just simply expressing my thoughts about the movie. Maybe i don't understand the beauty of the story since i didn't read the novel, so pardon  me. i hate reading, that's why :) i judged based on the movie only.

Anyway, i bring this movie up again because i kind of wanna compare it to the movie that i just watched. 7 Pounds, yes the story doesn't really make sense and some parts are just way too exaggerated, but i still find it better somehow.

In my opinion, being an adult is the hardest thing in life. Adults have more complicated problems and they have experienced life longer than teenagers. I guess that's why i prefer 7 pounds. To me, people have never experienced their greatest pain before they reach adulthood. With this kind of mind setting, i guess that's what made me to have such weird taste in movies.

Again, i'm not talking bad about TFIOS, just simply stating what's on my mind

okay this entry has become too long so i'm gonna stop writing now. Thanks for reading (:

A Cup of Tea To Enjoy The Moment...

Well, here i am again, about to tell people about how my days went and what is on my mind right now..
I got so many things to say.. A LOT has happened since yesterday... And they were awsome:)


OK, i'm gonna start my story about what happened yesterday...


So after a year without meeting my old friends from my previous school, we finally did meet again yesterday! MAAAN, i miss em so much.. and i'm really thankful for being able to hang out with em again:)))))


so d day started when we all agreed to meet up @ pepper lunch in PPJ. My thought when i was otw to PL was so messed up. I was nervous, excited and it was totally nerve-wrecking. But i finally overcame those stupid unimportant thoughts and decided to be brave enough to face everything!!!!


THEN YES, i entered PL with the max amount of nervousness and not to mention, THE awkwardness. 
yes indeed, people will definitely have some awkward moments after not talking for a very long time, and also meeting.


so yeaah, it was kinda awkward at first.____.
but somehow i managed to get through it n we started talking then.
so again, there were L, J, S n G.


L n J used to be my bestfriends on my prev school.. so yeaaaaaaaah, i was very much excited for being able to meet with them again<3


i wasn't that close with S so yeaaah._. n G? he was my old fren from elementary school too, so yeah, it was even weirder!ROFL


MANNNNN... we talked about a lot of things, like how life has been going on on our lives...


n they looked so much grown up.. more like adults, unlike myself! AHHAHAAHA

so after eating our lunch, we decided to buy the tickets to watch AVENGERS.. I've watched it b4 actually, but i dun wanna go home yet, so i ended up rewatching it again...

While waiting or the movie, we walked around PPJ for a while... then E n B came n joined us! hihi

And we ended up sitting again at a place called "Calais" to drink teas...

i have to say, Calais was very much like Chatime, but cheaper.. and the tea was gud:) i'm luvin it til now! hIHIHI

we tooked some pics with MOUSTACHE hahaha n talked again n it was fun...=u=

then it was time to watch the movie!

Well, nothing particularly happened after the movie... we went home n i was happy... THEEND

k so that was what happened yesterday... brings back so much memories with em.. n i love my friends<3 i'm glad we're still in touch now:))))

moving on to today!

Well, nothin worth to tell for today actually:p i just watched Madagascar 3 with my buddy F!

the film was funny... really!

i luv the penguins n King Julien!LOLLOL can't stop laughing when i was watching em...

it was d first time for the both of us to b alone together, so it was a new experience! we talked bout so many things and i think i got to know her better now!

PLUS! we totally have the same sense of fashion! YEY! she's also kinda boyish, like me! hahaha we're not really a fan of dresses n whts greater is that, we both r not girly n i find it so fun to talk to her:D

i guess that's all about how these two days went... HEEHEE it was fun<3

i actually got another thing to tell, about it's gonna b written on the next entry so BYE!

this is d mighty expensive ice coffee tht i bought tht day..

CiaossuuuU!~

The Bright Side of Life...

I just finished watching a movie, a very funny and inspiring movie called bridesmaids, which was the movie that none of my friends were interested to watch it eventhough it was super awesome, like real awesome:)

Anyway i got a haircut today!! HAHA #superunimportant

It was kinda ugly but who cares anyway...:P

So let's get back to the topic. i actually got inspired by the movie. It's funny watching someone's life falls apart and also the way she handles things. #evilperson.com

It got me thinking, Have i reached my turning point too?

I mean, in the story, she definitely has reached her turning point, she got no job, crappy car, lost her best friend n even got kicked out from her own house.

WOW right?

it was no wonder when she finally reaches her boiling pointLOL #i''m not talking about physics or chem btw#

Well, i have to say that life hasn't been all that good to me. This year *including last year too actually* has been quite depressing truthfully. It's like, i've lost a little piece of me..

My point of view of my own life has changed too, like soo drastically. And i guess it changed not in a good way. I'm overly TOO emotional over stupid unimportant things.

I've also become more careless about everything. Even about my life== it's more like, i'm not even really that afraid if i *** because i don't even know what i have to lose if i'm gone._.

I know that this was VERY WRONG WAY of thinking, but i guess for the time being i can't really change this method of thinking...

I guess that little piece of puzzle that i've lost is important, but i don't even know what it is. I just feel.... hmmmm different?

and you see, i've been thinking too, i think i've lost my purpose in life. But you see *again*, i don't even know what was my purpose before this part of me appears.

So unless i've found another purpose, another precious thing or another qualified reasons for me to live, i can't really change myself... dang...

AGAIN

I've been thinking that, maybe this is my turning point, like the turning point of my life or something like that?:D

And i decided to stay stronger and blablabla #the point is, it still doesn't work out well

BUTT

after i watched "Bridesmaids", i was like, WOW...

i know it's only in a movie, but i know that it's not impossible to happen to people...

I mean, Annie's life *the main chara from the movie* totally sux! Like for real!!LOL

and of course, even worse than my life... #from my point of view

I guess there are lots of other people's lives that are no better than me. I mean there are still poor people who are suffering. Their misery are even much much worse than me...

i still have my loving family and friends. i'm still able to breathe, eat n have fun. my parents are still able to pay for my school, i still have a house to live in and one last thing, i am still able to live and experience new wonderful things that GOD has prepared for me. #WEW

also, not all things in my life are horrible, there are still those enjoyable, fun, memorable, happy moments that i always keep inside my mind.

MAYBE, just maybe, some people dreamt to have this kind of life, when i who's a total jerk, can't even appreciate everything that's happened to me.

So, starting now, like today #hehe, i'm going to try my best, to live my everyday life to the fullest in every hour, minute n even second!

I'm going to learn to appreciate everything and not COMPLAIN...

Since God is nice enough to give me all these beautiful things including my life, i'm gonna pay Him back, with doing the things i can do, like totally using the rest of my life into something meaningful and not worthless!

That way, maybe everything will turn to something better... Who knows? HA!

Alright, i'm like super sleepy now, i mean, it's almost friggin 12 a.m. FGS! so i better get some sleep== #TRUEFACT: my eyes are already half-asleep while i'm writing this

P.S. this is not a depressing post, it's more like: i'm inspired by a movie and learn something good slash important period

so, good night and enjoy your sleep folks! #cuz i'm totally going to!

Ciaosuuuu~!

Love Gives Us Strength♡♡

Don't get me wrong readers, even though the title says so, but it doesn't really mean that i'm in love or whatsoever, but it really is related to love anyway.... LOVE STORIES to be specific HEHE

Anyway, holiday is definitely what i really need now...

No stress, n life seems like a bling everyday #WTF

BUTT really, the pressure and loan that i have to carry are gone, at least for this week==

It's already the second day of my super precious holiday, so yeah i'm kinda worried._.

but when school starts, i'm also grateful that days went by so fast... cause i just can't wait for week end<3

Anyway, what was i thinking about when wrote such title?

YoUSEE, today, i watched a sad sad sad sad sad movie called "The Vow". And of course it's about LOVE~

Aaah, beautiful touching love story as usual.. the guy sacrificed so much for the one he loves. It's so sad really... Especially because the girl just can't remember the way she loves him. SO FRIGGIN SAD.

N what i can't even believe more is that, the movie is actually inspired by a true story. Crazy right???

Love is really amazing, hmph, i wish that one day, i will be able to love someone that way...:")

-->Well i cried several times, on different scenes to be exact... especially when the guy was frustrated for not being able to remind his wife of him.. OW DAMN T.T

Overall i like the movie, even if i have to say that the ending is kinda boring or something like that:)

i mean, there's no dramatic ending and blablabla... it's just to simple and unfinished:"(

Where's the moving part??? I wanna cry more...:"( #WTH am i saying

2nd, i kinda bought a comic called "Bokura Ga Ita" @ PPJ since i've been collecting the series and it rocked!!!

I remember then, my first time knowing this anime. I was so crazy about this series to the moment that i couldn't stop watching it. i mean, i've watched this more than 5 times i guess and guess what? I still cried at the same scenes til NoW... ROFL

i mean, the story is just soooo, well it's an ordinary long lasting love. but i just somehow find it very very moving and this is MY FAV ROMANCE anime:)))

Back to the main topic: Then after i got home and had a nice shower or something like that, i then decided to read the comic.OMGOMG. without noticing it, tears started flowing. and i got TOO carried away by the story.

I know that it's just a stupid love story in a comic but i take everything way too seriously, so yeah, i cried even more than when i watched the sad love story w/ my friends...:"((((

p.s. I'm still in love with yano.. hweeeee:"(

MOVING ON

So then now i'm about to tell how the day goes on today...

TODAY, i hung out with my buddies at P's house first, then after that we decided to go to Marnat for food shopping? HAHA

It was my first time, trying many new things/food and it was fun:D

i also tried japanese shaved ice there. and then this terrible thing happened. somehow, after finished eating those crazily cold ice, i can sense bitter taste on my tongue and somehow my head felt dizzy suddenly.

i felt like i wanted to throw up but i WON't since it'd be so friggin disgusting and EW..

but then we continue our journey to Richeese n the food was so cheap there! *my fav place officially!

Well, the rest are not that necessary to tell.. then i went to PPJ, talked about my stupid BI assignment with my friends @ Black Canyon then i watch The Vow...

Yes, today was definitely an awesome day and i hope tom can be the same! #HAHA

*happy sigh* i guess that's all for today...

I'll write again tom and BYE>>

*FYI the title is inspired by the 15th book of Bokura Ga Ita which made me cry like a crazy person, if you're curious about it, you should start reading the comic, it's the greatest love story ever to me... and also the saddest one:"(*

Alrighty, BYE AGAIN!

Ciaosuuuu~!

finally! something worth reading!:o

hmph, from d title, u can already tell dat dis entry is somehow gonna b awesome, like super awesome:D so let's just move to the topic!! ✌（◕ω◕）✌ *using d emoticon from yo"s blog:P*

OK, so today, i kinda hav to go to school to attend a meeting for LSDP to singapore *floating*

anywy, d night before, T n I were kinda discussing bout wat we were gonna wear so i stupidly decided dat we shud just wear normal clothes like casual clothes..

apparently i was late for d meeting in d next morning. n wat's embarassing is dat, everyone was like wearing uniforms while i n some people were wearing casual clothes. Let me define some.. some = very few, like 3 out of 10== *i just got PWNED* ROFL

n wat's more embarassing was because i wore such short pants while everyone was in their neat uniform.. dang!(≧∇≦)ﾉ彡 バンバン!

moving on.......0_o

well, today's plan was also: went to ciwalk, a fren treated me to eat somewhere n watch movies + play pump!

soo, aftr dat unimportant meeting, we went straight to ciwok! n apparently we were gonna eat @ shin men. 2 b honest, i didn't really like d food, d donburi was kinda yucky *>~<* n it was pretty expensive. but i was not buying so i cudn't really complain... TEHE!

aftr we finished eating, we walked around 4 a while n bought cinema tickets of twilight saga: breaking dawn part 1! SUPRISINGLY, i kinda think dat d movie was kinda gud.. but still very scary.. *wat is up wid those golden+red eyes? bella's expression when she gave birth was sooo==" n i can't stand of robert's hairLOL but on d bright side, there was one young werewolf called Seth, n he is soo handsomeeeeeeee! *girl fan mode on*

anywaayyy, we got a chance to play pump aftr dat but it was not too long n i was not dat satified=3= but i'm still kinda grateful for b able to play bcuz i'm kinda craving for pump!:D

anwy, aftr dat we got to watch n blablabla... i went home early bcuz i got cungwen lesson @ home:"( i was kinda disappointed but i guess dat was d best for me since i didn't wear shoes @ dat time so it was hard playing pump n my feet hurt:((

alriteee, so here's a pic of ter, van n mee..

n van is d bday girl!!（๑￫‿ฺ￩๑）♫ ♫♬♪♫

ok, about d next entry, i am warning u now bcuz d entry is gonna b kinda like UNIMPORTANT or watever u call it, BUTT i still wanna write it though:)) n i'm gonna write it tom! nyahahahahhaa

i'll giv u a clue of wat is it about: it's about d person i'm kinda in luv wid rite now *shocked face*

ok again, dis is d end of today's entry!

quote for d day: "Spending time wid ur frens is one of d most important things that hav to be done in ur life"

finally, dis is d real ending!

Ciaosuu!!!~

New day, new background:P

Well, i'm officially back from my depression n all those stuffs. I'm sick of saying stupid things that i'll definitely regret saying later:))

it's november already.. i can't evn believe how fast time flies.. n in 2 days, my class is going to stay @ lembang for some kind of retreat that i dun evn know wat's d use of it n so on. but i guess it's gonna b better than studying in d skool hheehe

anywy, i got gud news.. today, i got my physics 3rd QT back n apparently, i got 99! i can't evn believe it>.< i dun evn knw wats wrong wid me, how can i got such score?? i mean, i've alwys suxed @ dat subject but i guess i got lucky this time;D but i'm also pretty sure dat i'm gonna get an EXTREMELY bad score for math:( my teacher is ruthless after all==

aaaah, also i'm so friggin tired yesterday, since i slept like @ 12 yesterday:P plus, i hvn't read stupid anne frank=A=

n also, i read dis one shot comic about a boy who's been in coma for 4 years when he was confessing to his childhood fren. n when he finally woke up, d girl alrdy had a BF! dang dang dang! i cried after dat.. d manga is pretty realistic but it's just so sad:( d boy was handsome n d stupid girl chose her BF @ d end! how cud she:(((((((

anywy, i'm kinda grateful for able to find that kind of good manga heheheeeee

actually, i shud b doing my math hw now, but i guess dat i'm just LAZY.. so i guess i'll hav to postpone when will i b doing my hw:D

my grammar is such a mess todayyyy!! wonder wats wrong wid me=-=

one last thing to tell.. last week, i watched Real Steel wid my frens n i think it was pretty gud.. hugh jackman is super awesome like usual n d actor who's playing to be his kid is also cute:3

ok, i hv to stop now... but before dat....

Tadaaa! nice pic rite? hehe is dis pic just awesome or wat?:) i luv dis kind of scenery. fireworks r awesomee hehehe

dat's all for today..

Ciaosuu!~