When Spring Comes => Another Romance Story!

I know", i've just post a story on my last entry... but i can't help it... this idea on my head is still fresh from the oven! TEEHEE

so i just have to write and pour all my ideas into beautiful awesome writing:D

Alright, so i wanna do something different now... so actually, the story is told from different point of views.. And, there are 5 character who are going to tell the stories:)) hHEHe

if u still don't understand, then it's like this... IF i were a manga artist, i would make 5 different comics with each book is told by a character only...:)

Aah, this story is also insipired by Sakamichi No Apollon... an anime that i just watched today.. it was super interesting exciting and fresh + realistic which was totally my thing>:D

then i'm gonna start telling the story-es..:-9

Synopsis:

Story 1

Sagami Teshiro

It all started when Onda-san and I worked together for a school project. I didn't feel anything when we first meet, but when i realized the fact that she was in love with her childhood friend, she just got me interested in her. My eyes couldn't help but to always try to find her, whenever i was. Indeed, my first love was unrequited because she had never looked at me while she was already in love with someone else.

This made me depressed indeed, but fortunately, Amasaka was there for me, listening to all my stories and accompanied me whenever i felt lonely. It always made my heart shiver when she was around.

Story 2

Kogayama Mitsuru

I have a sister and she is an illustrator. i love seeing her pictures but it seemed that nobody felt the same as i do. Well, i guess Kiri or my so-called-childhood-friend likes it too, but it doesn't count. Then that very moment when i was in a bookstore, i found out that someone also admired my sister's artwork. It made terribly happy but it was only for one time, because we didn't see each other anymore.

Years passed and we met again in the same class, she's Amasaka Haruhi, a nice talkative girl who has this bright personality that i really like. Without noticing this, i fell for her, i know i do because i just wanna be with her all the time and i will do anything to make her smile at me. I just can't stop this overflowing feeling, even though i know that someone else was already on her heart.

Story 3

Amasaka Haruhi

My father passed away when i was on my second year of junior high school. It was a terrible shock for me, since we were so close together. When i was on my weakest state, Sagami was there, comforting me in a way no one could ever think of. Indeed, he is someone important for me and i would do anything just to make him happy just like what he did to me.

He's known as a very cold and not sociable person in our class, but i know the real him, the caring and emotional Sagami.

Despite all that, i have another obstacle to face because someone other than Sagami had made my heart pound so fast when there was just the two of us alone.

Story 4

Onda Kiri

"We will always be together and never be apart!". That was his promise to me, the one promise i could never forget. And also the one most likely won't come true regarding the complicated situation now. I didn't care about the fact that other girls hate me. As long as i had him by my side, i can continue living on this world without worrying about a single thing.

I know it's stupid, but i love Mitsu. His silly looks, the way he talks his kind personality, i love them all. He was everything to me. We were always together since we were little, until he met that girl. I just knew it, from the way that he looked at her, his heart was already belongs to her. And the person whom he loves is not me. I can do nothing about it but just to watch silently watching Mitsu being taken away from my side.

Story 5

Saionji Rentarou

Nobody has ever cared about me. I was always alone in the darkness. I can do anything else but to fight and be rebellious. My parents were always disappointed in me and my friends only cared for me because they were practically scared of me.

It all changed when that Onda girl came to me. She actually tried to help me despite all the bad things people have said about me. She changed me. And as i got close to her, i then realized that i want to make this girl mine and i will do whatever it takes to be with her.

Indeed, who could've thought that the one person that i care so much in my life has always been in love with my own best friend?

FIN

it's 3 guys and 2 girls! WOW rite?

So wat yall think about this?HEHE

i feel soo good after writing this! i just hope i can write more:D this is such a great feeling!

Well that's the end for today's entry cuz i got a cyber quiz comin up tomorrow which means i have to read some papers and this that i don't understand like at all==

See yall later then!

CiaosuuuuU~!!!

Turning Blue -> another shoujo romance story:)

Well, well, as you can see, i just post an entry.. but i'm kinda in the feeling of writing now, so i'm just gonna write some more! ehhehehehee

Actually, i've thought about this story a few weeks ago, but i haven't gotten a chance to put it here, so now, here i am, writing as well as i can to write the synopsis of this awesome story! ENJOY!

Synopsis of TURNING BLUE:

They met when they were little, became best friends instantly and supported each other no matter what happened. That's the story of Hanamori Chizuna and Natsukawa Keito.

Then time passed, distance made them become separated from each other.

On the 2nd year of high school, Keito then becomes terribly surprised because of the new transferred student which is actually Chizuna. Somehow, they're able to be like the way they were supposed to be like the past.

Keito already has a girlfriend which is Obatta Mikuni but after Chizuna transferred, his feelings are all disorted..

While, Chizuna herself, who's always been in love with Keito without noticing it, and keeps her feelings hidden while she's around him. Being friends with him is the best for her, at least that's what she thinks.

But then, they finally realize that they can never be the same as the way they used to be...

FIN

How's that? HEHE it's not that bad i think, eventhough to tell yall the truth, i'm not that pleased with the synopsis since i'm kinda hurrying somehow for no reason==

Alright then, i must stop writing now and do something else that's more productive, like watching nigahiga's videos!LOL

ok i'll stop 4 real!

See u again next timeee<33

Ciaosuuuu~!!!

Think First, Then Do Unbelievable Things...

Hey my loyal fellow readers! Life is tiring isn't it? Cause that's just how i feel about my life now indeed==

but now, yall should congratulate yourself, because this mighty entry ain't all about how my stupid days were:) it's actually a good experience that i htink i should share with other people:))

Alrighty then, i shall reveal what it is about:P

So people, have you ever felt that you've done something wrong and there's this weird clingy feeling in your heart? Well fellows, it's called "REGRETTING".

Indeed, i have done this numerous times.. Trust me, i'm an expert at making bad decisions for my life...

FRUSTRATING==

Anyway folks, you definitely don't wanna face this kind of feeling on your entire life, because it sucks terribly and it's actually making you feel uncomfortable all the time..*sigh*

I'm making this entry so that i can remind peole about how they should think sensibly first before making a decidison, especially a big one..

Sooo, i have got some things that i kinda regret doing in my life.. *it's actually the ones that i can remember only*:-9

1. Become not in touch with my best friend anymore when i was a 6th grader.. I mean, she was like one of the best thing that had happened to me and i stupidly let her go.. I HATE ME:"(
2. Be a nicer daughter to my parents.. Well you could say that i'm a pretty horrible daughter== and as i become older, i finally able to see what's the right thing to do and what's not to do..
3. Be nicer to my siblings.. Besides the role of a horrible daughter, i'm also a horrible sister you see... I rarely act as a good loving sister to all my siblings.. normally, sisters r pretty much close with each other, well in my case, i'm not that close with her== What a life..
4. Hurting other people's feelings with or without noticing it.. I'm extremely good at this actually.. N yes indeed, the guilt is killling me inside slowly== Folks, i specially remind yall to be aware of this one, cuz this definitely sucks the most-_-

Well, i guess that's all for the regretting things:D

Anyway, this week is all about QT3.. n tom's english!:)

the hard ones were already done!HMPH

i think i did well in math, i think i did kinda well in physics n BI n i think i did kinda horrible in chemistry:p

GOODNESS, i hate that subject so friggin much! why on earth should students study chemistry anyway? It's soo hard to understand and the questions are complicatedT^T

Last thing to tell!

Sooo, the crazy dance audition is gonna be on friday! YIKES, i'm nervous indeed.. but i can't screw up.. i have to doooo my best and make my friends proud of me!#sonotgonnahappen

Well, i guess that's all to tell.. i'm sick of writing n i can't wait for friday!!!

BYEE~

n

enjoy ur life! #WTH

ciaosuuuu~!!!!

Some things I Am Not Aware Of..

These days, it just kinda seems that something has been bugging me. I don't really understand it myself though, like what exactly it is and why in the world i have become like this?

I mean, i'm not depressed or frustrated like at all... so that's why i've been n still am confused about what the hell is going on with me==

Still unclear about what am i talking about? Then i'll give you a very simple example..

I, J, am officially no longer motivated or wanting to study slash memorise for tests and quizzes.. D*MN!

It's like i've lost my appetite.. or more like that one purpose or somethin like that== I just feel mostly tired and sleepy all day and all time... I don't really know if it's because of my lack of sleep, but who knows damn it=_=

I guess this can be also called as laziness huh? *scratching my head*

Ok, then one more thing that i'm kinda concerned of==

I've been asking myself this question somehow: "Am i a cold person?"

I mean, it's kinda weird you see, i'm already this old and guess what? I, NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I HAVE NEVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ANYBODY TIL THIS POINT OF MY LIFE!

Am i even normal FG'sS????

you see, normal teenage girls tend to fall in love and blablabla in this age, but to tell you the truth, i haven't even once=-=

Maybe i just don't understand what love means, also how to love someone fully.. *including the bad side*

I've heard tons of love stories from my friends... n they all just seem... adulty?:D i'm actually implying for mature==

*sigh*

But don't get me wrong though, it's not like i've never been interested in boys, i have actually... a lot of times== BUTT there's something telling me that all this stupid crushes were not LOVE. cuz actually, it eventually goes away in the next couple of months! AM I CRAZY OR SOMETHIN RIGHT?UGH

To tell the truth, i'd been crushing on someone on these couple of months but guess what? IT's all gone now in april... i'm starting to think that i'm a zombie or somethin like that==

I kinda hate myself for being like this, but who knows? I mean this can be really what's best for me? So that i don't have to worry about unnecessary stuff about love? *means i have one less thing to be concerned of* i got other tons of things that i have to b concerned anyway==

AAAAAAAH, F*CK this SH*T! i dun care anymore!!!! let's just talk about other other stuff.. this is so weird..

So yesterday, a crazy thing happened at my house:) YOUSEE, A FRIGGIN CAT ACTUALLY ENTERED THE BATHROOM N NOBODY CAN'T GET IT OUT FROM THERE!LOL

SO DANG disgustingly funny.. since my driver was the one who made it out of my house:) and the cat was already there like a half of an hour since my driver was still with me while i had my course when the mighty cat arrived:P

Yesterday was just hilarious... and i freaked out of course:) the cat was gigantic, brown n EW.. i hate cats<3

Another thing to tell again:D

yousee, i've been sick last week, like real sick... but NOT WITH BIEBER FEVER!!!#WTF

n i just wanna apologize to all people that i've infected..:"( i didn't mean to n i really do hope yall will get well sooN!:) Dang i'm nice:3

i guess that's kinda all for today... i wanna watch some gintamaaa *anime that i'm kinda addicted right now*.. n eat some dried fish fillet?LOL

I'm OFF!

CiaosuuuuU~!

The Way It Is Supposed To Be..

It's been what? 2 weeks? Yes indeed readers, i haven't been that diligent to write more entries since my days were just filled with nothing but laziness..

but trust me, those days r so very much enjoyable n they've been very good to me:)

So anyway, there r lots of things to write, starting with last week:P

There were 2 bday celebration last week! which were F n Rs'!

F's bday was in Azzura, PPJ...

N on that very day, i ate something so terrible== it was super sour, weird n lemony? EW

The stupid sour fish was disgusting, i wouldn't even wanna go to that place anymore.. I'm so friggin traumatized with that sour dori fish:"(

And @ that time,i was still sick, with mucusy nose n sore throat.. What a life right? My head was also pounding so hard after a while being there=-=

But i had fun:D Well, hanging out w/ friends is always fun indeed:*

So on the night of the next day, it was R's turn...

That day was as busy as hell! Damn! on dat stupid day, i found out that i will have my guitar examination on sunday, so i have to go to my guitar course first==

after my guitar course, i immediately went home, washed my hair, dried them and dressed up..

My hair was still horrible but whocares?== The dress was still gorgeous:)

So den on a restaurant called Queen, i ate juan lo there? It was sooo damn delicioussss<3 i wanna eat it again..:)

Yeah, well d rest of the days were pretty much just like that... lots of dancing practice n idling around with myself...

Ah! that's right! On sunday i have the stupid guitar exam n it was such a mess:)) i am pretty much sure that i'm so gonna fail, i mean, i played so horribly and nervously... n i hate the person beside me! Why d hell was he so good at playing it! i feel like the worst person in this worldTT

N it didn't get better after dat..

So me n V had promised to each other to meet up at church on sunday afternoon.. in order to become an altar girl or something like that...

IT was SUPER EMBARRASSING.. There were only kids there! like stupid careless kids! n we were d only ones who r teenagers... I'm sooooooo embarrassed== not to mention the mentor is someone i knew once! i even talked to him before== when i was in the elementary school.. DANG

But on tuesday,i went out to PPJ w/ my friends... it was fun:) we played Pump n i ate a quiche n finally able to pronounce it!:DDDD

I wasn't able to bring myself to do all the stupid homeworks n all== i don't know why on earth am i this lazy, but it's just really hard to do the hws:"(

i hope i can't finish em all before the deadline...

Anyway, school starts in 2 days n it sucks... why can't holidays be longer? I don't wanna go to school yet!!!!! UGGGHHh

also, QT3 starts next week n i can't even touch those stupid horrifying books:DDDDDD

Okso, dats pretty much the end of my complain n how my days go on with this stupid boring idling life=_=

I'll b writing again soon!

Ciaosuuuuu~!!

All About Eggs And Rabbits

What else can i say for the title?

Happy Easter!

I'm actually late a day.. but who cares anyway? as long as anyone is able to celebrate this very merry day!:D

Anyway, let's just get started...

On this 4-day-holiday, a lot has happened! That's right! and i had sooomuchfun(:

Thursday:

has already been written on the previous entry:P

Friday:

dancing practice timee~!

Saturday:

This, is definitely a new thing to tell!:9

so last saturday was d day when there was this open house for student exchange program.. indeed, i was interested, but considering my age, i couldn't really join it, which was disappointing, but there's still a whole new opportunities beside tht, so i'm gud:D

SO *again* i came to the OH with O... Yes, she's the girl who's totally obsessed with a TV series called "How I Met Your Mother".

anyway, we went to the OH n we saw lots of good stuff... more like envying stuff==

I'm sooo friggin jealous to all those people who went abroad and live there a friggin year!

i saw plenty of pics of them with their house parent, foreign friends n stuff... i was like, "Why couldn't it be me?" *SIGH

K, enough w/ the jealousy..==

After an hour being there, we decided to go to PPJ to have late lunch n hang out for a while?(:

At first, we were wondering wat to eat *it was sooo confusing* but we then decided to go to Domino's Pizza, which we had been to when we saw Archie singing! *happy sobbing*

so then we ate there, talked about a lot of things like her sweet 17th which is in 6 months or so:P n blablablabla

BTW, the pizza n chicken wings were super awesomeeee n i'm craving for more:D

AFter that delightful meal, we went for a walk for a while, or should i say window shopping? n it was time for COLD STONE!<3

After cold stone, i then realized that i'd be late for the church if i had to go home first, so me n O went to the church together after that sweeet" ice cream..

N the funny thing happened on the church:D

SO we were sitting next to each other, n i couldn't help but to notice that a boy was sitting beside O, n guess what? I used to know him==

he was actually my friend in primary school's brother... WOW rite? but thank God my friend was not there *so i didn't have to greet him or watsoever*

Since it was the holly saturday, we all held a candle that will b lighted with the holy fire *i think, i don't really know bout all those stuff*. Then the first embarrassing thing happened!

I didn't exactly know how or why, but i was just unable to stand still like a normal person, instead, i kept playing on my candle==

while playing with it, i didn't really pay attention to the book i was also holding *for the mass* den out of nowhere, suddenly i saw friggin smoke! HOLY COW! i was super shocked n i waved the book around to make the fire gone.

OMG, guess what? i did something memorable that day!

"I burnt a book that's owned by the church n used for easter's mass"HAHAHA==LMAO

--> The EVIDENCE

i have to admit that when the mass started, it made me sleepy=3=

but i guess i'm not d only one:D when O reminded me about not being sleepy, then she pointed to the guy next to her, which was maybe half-asleep, n IT WAS HILARIOUS... his head was moving back n front, n we couldn't help ourselves but to laugh..

Wat was crazy was that I, couldn't stop laughing! n so did O! We were acting like a bunch of idiotic n weird people, because we pretty much were laughing at nothing.. it's just that... LAUGHING IS CONTAGIOUS!

OF course, we felt kinda bad though for the boy sitting next to O, maybe he thought that we were laughing at him.. *i guess we did at first*, but for the next 8 mins, we were totally laughing at absolutely NOTHING!!LOL

Aaah, after d tiring day, i went to have dinner with my fam, n we to BIP.. n since i was alone *long story* i ended up drinking green tea latte at starbucks by myself while reading my comic books... my evil family stranded me! *just kiddin*

So, tomorrow, school officially starts again n i'm so not motivated=3= *sighhhhh

but i managed to download INSTAGRAM yesterday so YEAY!

ok den, dat's all to tell today, i'm sick of writing anyway...=w=

no quote cuz i'm a lazy-*ss person! HA!

BYEEE~!

Ciaosuuuu!!!

It's Cold Outside and Inside..

I'm officially back again!

How r u readers? please don't be bored to read this full-of-bullsh*t-blog-about-me:D

I know i haven't put a lot of entries lately, i'm just... BUSY? *hell yeah!*

so anyway, i got tons of stuffs to tell now...

HMmm, so just yesterday i went out to ciwok w/ my friends to watch "the Mighty Hunger Games", well i guess dat's wat G n V called itLOL

but you see, after seeing the movie, i wasn't fully intrigued by it... maybe i'm just stupid to not understand the story, but i just don't get it til now...

My point is only that: THE FILM WAS OKAY...

p.s. i also think it'd be better to choose liam hemsworth as the male lead role and other female aside from JL for the female lead role*

Indeed i am evil... HEHE but my opinion is always honest if i'm talking about a movie:))

n yeah, i had so much fun yesterday... i ate this fish n chips dat i kinda forgot to take the photograph=_= but it was delicious... *yum"*

a funny moment of yesterday: G was soo persistent to take pictures with V.K. in front of the giant poster of the hunger gamesLOL wats so funny? the fact that V.H n i were trying to ruin the pics..ROFL

after d long day, i was then able to relax at home n watch american idol.. it's even unnecessary to ask about the fact how amazing Phillip Phillips was yesterday<333

BUT d day was definitely not over yet, since my dad decided to go to the church== the mass started at 8.30 - 10.30 and weirdly, I was not sleepy like at all! hehehe

I'm actually glad that we did go to the church yesterday, because after this long long time, i, the most idiotic n embarrassing person in this world, was able to see my first's crush's face again!>3< indeed it's embarrassing to write somethin like dat, but i'm just... floating..#wtf

moving on to today!

i had this dancing practice today n i was soooo tired.. BUTT, i was pretty gud actually... like not that bad HEHE

i had fun too! -> V.H. n i were able to highfive-ing on the air n we managed to waltz dancing for a while! #UNIMPORTANTSTUFF

den i went to my course, n i ended up being a zombie... i was so friggin sleepy, tired n starving..

anyway, the weather is cold as usual, n it's soo cloudy+rainy.. i guess wat my teacher said about this friday is true==

ok den, i guess dat's all to tell today, since i pretty much got nothing else to tell about....

quote of the day: "Everything that's happened in your life must have happened for a very good reason."

i'm taking off now!!!

Ciaosuuuu~!!!!