Hiya folks!
So sorry for not updating a new entry for so long, i've just been so busy with my life and stuff:) AND yes, it's been fun and sad at the same time, but i've managed to survive until this very day, which is a pretty awesome achievement of myself HAHA
so now, what you're about to read is a super boring dumb story called my life:) actually, just a part of it and i still consider this as a very important part of my life:) so prepare to be bored by the longest, yet the most terrible entry ever made by ME. ENJOY.
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Her name is S.S. We met when we were in 6th grade. Eventhough we went to the same school for 5 years, we haven't been on the same class until the 6th year, which is our last year in elementary school. Our class is the mighty 6A which consist of the most awesome people among the other 6 graders.
Being a kid, i was super shy. I couldn't talk very well since i was SUPER SHY. not to mention that i was one of the shortest kid in the class== So yeah, i didn't have any courage to initiate a conversation with people back then._. i was just...quiet. Especially in a new class, i still didn't know some of the people and it was just, AWKWARD.
THEN, after a few weeks being in 6A, the teacher arranged the seating arrangement. I sat next to a boy *whose name i don't remember* and the table beside me is where S sat. And that was how we met for the first time.
I didn't really remember, but i'm pretty sure that she was the one who started talking to me first. Then i thought, this girl was so friendly and nice, maybe i can be friends with her!
And apparently i was right.
After a few days only, we started to fool around together by calling each other nicknames. I called her "onion" (in indonesia: bombay) while she called me "chili" (in indonesia: cabe). I absolutely have no idea where we came up with such stupid nicknamesLOL but it was so memorable:)
THEN, we started to give each other drawings of our nicknames in almost every lesson. so basically i drew her evil onions while she drew me evil chilis. We were so weird, laughing when nobody was, like we had the world to ourselves. It was one of the most beautiful memories i have in life, having fun with her:')
After doing doing that like for numerous times, she started approaching me everytime. like in the breaks, p.e. time, etc. I did pretty much the same as her. I enjoyed being with her, so it's obvious that i like being around her too.
Honestly, after 7 years studying in my school, i've never felt like i actually have a best friend. but i was just a stupid kid who knows nothing about the world, so i'm perfectly fine with just having friends. Then she happened to me. and my life got awesome all of a sudden.
From that moment on, we instantly became best friends. We texted each other all the time and i didn't even remember what we were talking about, but i do know that we had lots of fun together.
Back then, when i hadn't known her, i always visited my friend in other class on breaks. but after meeting her, i started to hang with her close friends. And i guess my social life turns a little better after that.LOL
there was also one time, on arts and crafts lesson, we were supposed to make something out of disgusting brown claysLOL. and we always sat next to each other whenever we can. So after the lesson, there were some left over clays. then i had an idea of making an onion figure from the left over clays for her.
i didn't really remember whether i told her to make one for me to or she made a chili figure by her own will.
Then we ended up exchanging the weird clay figures to each other. And yes, i still kept the clay>:D
here's the mighty chili clay! *sorry for being too lazy to rotate the pic*
One of the fondest memory i have about her, was when we promised each other to meet up early at school just to read comics. I didn't really know why but i really enjoyed those times. I remember reading a comic that was so funny cuz the main character had a super weird pair of eyebrows== and at one of those early mornings when we were together, i told her to read the comic and just like what i thought, she laughed so hard like someone was tickling her nonstop.
Then i started laughing hard too while looking at the funny eyebrows and listening to her laughter. and we both laughed like crazy until people started coming to class.
I also remember that she was a sesat and good influence to me at the same time. cuz after getting to know her, i started copying homeworks from others>:) but since she was SOOO diligent about her studies, i started studying well too, not like i used to== since i didn't wanna be left behind by her too far.
On holidays, i would visit her house for almost everyday and we played computer games the whole time we were together. she introduced me to great games like sims 2, neighbors from hell, hotel giant, and other computer games that i still like playing until today. She got all the awesome GAMES from her big brother so i was kinda jealous of her back thenLOL *i was desperate by wanting to have an older brother at that time*
I was still so crazy about animes too back then, and when visiting her house, i would watch the funny anime dvds that i just bought with her. but one reason why i like visiting her house so much is actually because i loved eating the food there #plak
but seriously, the food was good there, so.........
Until today, my memory of her is still crystal clear, like how much she was obsessed with doraemon== n i still don't understand what's so cute about a blue cat robot who has a magic pocket that can stick to his tummyROFL *no offense S*
All of you will probably say that i'm totally exaggerating this matter. and actually, if i read this kind of post a few years back, i would probably say the same thing.
And all this exaggeration wouldn't be written if i didn't realize how super nice she is.
It was when all the 6th graders went to Gambung since we're just about to graduate. i recall that I didn't feel so well when i arrived at that place so i decided to use some kayuputih oil to my stomach to make me feel better.
apparently she didn't really like the smell of kayu putih oil so she covered her nose and stuff and said things that i don't remember:D
folks, i was still a DUMB kid, so you have to understand that after she acted that way, i became angry and isolate myself from her and her group *which was actually my group too*
for half the day, i spent myself hanging out with my friends from other class._.
Then on the night she approached me and all of a sudden, we started talking again. And i stopped acting like an *ssh*l*;)
i didn't realize this after a few years graduated from elementary school. when i was around 15/16, i realized that i was SUCH A J*CK*SS to her by getting mad because of something that stupid. *in my defense, i was just a dumb kid back then:(*
But the one important thing that i also realize is that, she could stand being around someone like me. even after i ditched her just like that just because of a STUPID matter.
As a matter of fact, i think of myself as a horrible person. i'm selfish, complains a lot, impatience and also kinda dumb:)
so to all of you who are still friends with me, i want to thank yall, for still being able to stand someone like me and having me in your lives.. i know that i haven't been the "greatest" friend ever, but i'm gonna try my hardest to, so please, give me the chance to do so:)
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FUH, what a long entryy~
but it's over:) and i'm super tired of typing UGH
anyways, thx for reading and i hope you enjoy today's entry n i hope i can get a good night sleep tonight:) *wtf*
soo it's the end for today! n i'm gonna end it with a simple........BYE.
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Ciaosuuu~~~~
