It Keeps On Going..

HUaaaa, it's been like a thousand years since the last time i

updated!!! i MISS U SO FRIGGIN MUCH BLOG! #WTF

anywayyy, enough with the babbling n let's just start to the important things i've got to tell!

so there's a new pizzeria @ PPJ n i went there a couple of weeks ago with my buddies n guess wat? The food was awesome n i love

the place!!

I think it's called "Pizza e Birra"

n trust me, u won't b disappointed if u eat here! #promotion+WTH

So this is the place pretty much looks like....

Here's also a pic of my plate n yeah.. the food was absentLOL

FUNNiest part: since i wanted to cut back my expense, so i decided to buy a drink, not just a drink btw, but a tea that the three of us drank in one glass!

I'm cheap n i know it...:PP

Moving on then!

Hmmm.. a lot a lot of things has happened, so i can't really write every single one of em...

school has started again btw... n things r as stressful as it was before...*sigh*

but i'm actually getting better.. i'm already KINDA cured from the craziest disease ever called laziness!!! what's happening to me is actually gud, since i've become jussst a lil more diligent:D

n wat's upsetting about this?

cuz i have to go to singapore, i can't really join this!! *sobbing*

BUTT, if the study tour to japan is REALLY happening, then i will definitely bail singapore n HELOO JAPAN!

*but this is mostly impossible n i'm just dreaming big*

Furthermore, today i, this super awesome cool person, was officially able to do a fasting for a whole day! MWAHAHAHAHAHHA

Yes indeed, i was suffering from starvation n thirstiness.. but they were all worth it...

n why exactly is that?

Well u see, by doing these, i'm practically running out of energy to do unimportant stuff like being angry n yelling people around me... so by fasting, i can prevent doing those stuff! so Yippie for me!LOL

Hmm, last thing to tell!

I, ONCE AGAIN DECLARE OFFICIALLY, THAT I AM TRULY N MADLY IN LOVE WITH PHILLIP PHILLIPS from AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!

omgomg, he was sooooooooo awesomely cool n hot today!! n i'm so melting~

Heejun was also great btw! He totally stood out n blew me away!!

*i love how good their friendship is*=u=

Not to mention that Colton is also WOW-ing! eventhough i actually prefer his performance last week...:P but he was still awesome today!:3

okok den, i guess that's all to tell.. since i'm tired n i have to get up early tom... SH*T

got no quote for today, means i'm too lazy to think:P

SO BYE!

addiiooo!!

Ciaossuuu!~~

The Bright Side of Life...

I just finished watching a movie, a very funny and inspiring movie called bridesmaids, which was the movie that none of my friends were interested to watch it eventhough it was super awesome, like real awesome:)

Anyway i got a haircut today!! HAHA #superunimportant

It was kinda ugly but who cares anyway...:P

So let's get back to the topic. i actually got inspired by the movie. It's funny watching someone's life falls apart and also the way she handles things. #evilperson.com

It got me thinking, Have i reached my turning point too?

I mean, in the story, she definitely has reached her turning point, she got no job, crappy car, lost her best friend n even got kicked out from her own house.

WOW right?

it was no wonder when she finally reaches her boiling pointLOL #i''m not talking about physics or chem btw#

Well, i have to say that life hasn't been all that good to me. This year *including last year too actually* has been quite depressing truthfully. It's like, i've lost a little piece of me..

My point of view of my own life has changed too, like soo drastically. And i guess it changed not in a good way. I'm overly TOO emotional over stupid unimportant things.

I've also become more careless about everything. Even about my life== it's more like, i'm not even really that afraid if i *** because i don't even know what i have to lose if i'm gone._.

I know that this was VERY WRONG WAY of thinking, but i guess for the time being i can't really change this method of thinking...

I guess that little piece of puzzle that i've lost is important, but i don't even know what it is. I just feel.... hmmmm different?

and you see, i've been thinking too, i think i've lost my purpose in life. But you see *again*, i don't even know what was my purpose before this part of me appears.

So unless i've found another purpose, another precious thing or another qualified reasons for me to live, i can't really change myself... dang...

AGAIN

I've been thinking that, maybe this is my turning point, like the turning point of my life or something like that?:D

And i decided to stay stronger and blablabla #the point is, it still doesn't work out well

BUTT

after i watched "Bridesmaids", i was like, WOW...

i know it's only in a movie, but i know that it's not impossible to happen to people...

I mean, Annie's life *the main chara from the movie* totally sux! Like for real!!LOL

and of course, even worse than my life... #from my point of view

I guess there are lots of other people's lives that are no better than me. I mean there are still poor people who are suffering. Their misery are even much much worse than me...

i still have my loving family and friends. i'm still able to breathe, eat n have fun. my parents are still able to pay for my school, i still have a house to live in and one last thing, i am still able to live and experience new wonderful things that GOD has prepared for me. #WEW

also, not all things in my life are horrible, there are still those enjoyable, fun, memorable, happy moments that i always keep inside my mind.

MAYBE, just maybe, some people dreamt to have this kind of life, when i who's a total jerk, can't even appreciate everything that's happened to me.

So, starting now, like today #hehe, i'm going to try my best, to live my everyday life to the fullest in every hour, minute n even second!

I'm going to learn to appreciate everything and not COMPLAIN...

Since God is nice enough to give me all these beautiful things including my life, i'm gonna pay Him back, with doing the things i can do, like totally using the rest of my life into something meaningful and not worthless!

That way, maybe everything will turn to something better... Who knows? HA!

Alright, i'm like super sleepy now, i mean, it's almost friggin 12 a.m. FGS! so i better get some sleep== #TRUEFACT: my eyes are already half-asleep while i'm writing this

P.S. this is not a depressing post, it's more like: i'm inspired by a movie and learn something good slash important period

so, good night and enjoy your sleep folks! #cuz i'm totally going to!

Ciaosuuuu~!

Love Gives Us Strength♡♡

Don't get me wrong readers, even though the title says so, but it doesn't really mean that i'm in love or whatsoever, but it really is related to love anyway.... LOVE STORIES to be specific HEHE

Anyway, holiday is definitely what i really need now...

No stress, n life seems like a bling everyday #WTF

BUTT really, the pressure and loan that i have to carry are gone, at least for this week==

It's already the second day of my super precious holiday, so yeah i'm kinda worried._.

but when school starts, i'm also grateful that days went by so fast... cause i just can't wait for week end<3

Anyway, what was i thinking about when wrote such title?

YoUSEE, today, i watched a sad sad sad sad sad movie called "The Vow". And of course it's about LOVE~

Aaah, beautiful touching love story as usual.. the guy sacrificed so much for the one he loves. It's so sad really... Especially because the girl just can't remember the way she loves him. SO FRIGGIN SAD.

N what i can't even believe more is that, the movie is actually inspired by a true story. Crazy right???

Love is really amazing, hmph, i wish that one day, i will be able to love someone that way...:")

-->Well i cried several times, on different scenes to be exact... especially when the guy was frustrated for not being able to remind his wife of him.. OW DAMN T.T

Overall i like the movie, even if i have to say that the ending is kinda boring or something like that:)

i mean, there's no dramatic ending and blablabla... it's just to simple and unfinished:"(

Where's the moving part??? I wanna cry more...:"( #WTH am i saying

2nd, i kinda bought a comic called "Bokura Ga Ita" @ PPJ since i've been collecting the series and it rocked!!!

I remember then, my first time knowing this anime. I was so crazy about this series to the moment that i couldn't stop watching it. i mean, i've watched this more than 5 times i guess and guess what? I still cried at the same scenes til NoW... ROFL

i mean, the story is just soooo, well it's an ordinary long lasting love. but i just somehow find it very very moving and this is MY FAV ROMANCE anime:)))

Back to the main topic: Then after i got home and had a nice shower or something like that, i then decided to read the comic.OMGOMG. without noticing it, tears started flowing. and i got TOO carried away by the story.

I know that it's just a stupid love story in a comic but i take everything way too seriously, so yeah, i cried even more than when i watched the sad love story w/ my friends...:"((((

p.s. I'm still in love with yano.. hweeeee:"(

MOVING ON

So then now i'm about to tell how the day goes on today...

TODAY, i hung out with my buddies at P's house first, then after that we decided to go to Marnat for food shopping? HAHA

It was my first time, trying many new things/food and it was fun:D

i also tried japanese shaved ice there. and then this terrible thing happened. somehow, after finished eating those crazily cold ice, i can sense bitter taste on my tongue and somehow my head felt dizzy suddenly.

i felt like i wanted to throw up but i WON't since it'd be so friggin disgusting and EW..

but then we continue our journey to Richeese n the food was so cheap there! *my fav place officially!

Well, the rest are not that necessary to tell.. then i went to PPJ, talked about my stupid BI assignment with my friends @ Black Canyon then i watch The Vow...

Yes, today was definitely an awesome day and i hope tom can be the same! #HAHA

*happy sigh* i guess that's all for today...

I'll write again tom and BYE>>

*FYI the title is inspired by the 15th book of Bokura Ga Ita which made me cry like a crazy person, if you're curious about it, you should start reading the comic, it's the greatest love story ever to me... and also the saddest one:"(*

Alrighty, BYE AGAIN!

Ciaosuuuu~!

The New Season Has Begun! + HUGO review:)

Alright folks, first of all let me just say this to welcome the brightest season of all time,

"HAPPY A WEEK HOLIDAY"

that definitely sounds awesome huh?:D that's right, all the pain in the butt stuff has passed away *even though it will come again later* but i'm still happy for now:3

First of all, i'm gonna start off with a super amazing movie review by me!:D

Just yesterday, i watched a movie w/ a fren and it's called "HUGO".

And i was like, WOW-ed. The genius director Martin Scorcese is really one of the greatest director of all time.

The movie simply gave me the chill. All the visual effect and how the story progress really blew me away... It was absolutely beautiful!!

I also love Paris Btw=w=

Another fun fact, i also cried a little when Hugo was recalling his memories with his dad. and when the stupid inspector tried to take him away... REALLY, my eyes got really teary.. which proves even more that this movie is definitely something worth to be watched:)))

So, moving on then........

finally, QT 2 is officially over suckers~!!!!:DDDD

n yet, i'm still pissed because i know that the result's gonna be totally horrible cuz i sux:"((

i'm not just babbling btw, because it's the reality! *it's actually my prediction that is also in fact, A FACT! #WTF AM I TALKING ABOUT

anyway, overall i screwed up. but at least i've done some of the test in my bestest effort. even though i kinda made an xtremely stupid mistake for physics==

i'm just gonna leave those stuff behind and keep moving forward! TEEHEE

I'm gonna be talking about holidays now.... i mean like what am i gonna do and stuff... Here's a list of those unimportant things that should be done in this holiday:

1. Arrange my comic books in order and PROPERLY + NEATLY

2. Practice more guitar

3. Buy more comics

4. Watch the movies i've bought n haven't been watched yet

5. Stay up til late

6. Sleep til it's not morning anymore

7. Do lots of hang outs with my buddies

8. Clean my super awesome disgusting messy room

so maybe one or two numbers of that list is likely to be impossible.. (especially num 2 n 8) but who cares? What if i actually can manage doing those stuffSSS:)

aaah! i also have another good news!

YOU SEE, i was watching american idol yesterday, even though i didn't manage to watch the show the day before yesterday:"( and guess what?? All my favourites are still safe!!!!! YIPPIE! eventhough shannon was in bottom 2 girls..=0=

BUTT my beloved Phil, Colton n Heejun perhaps? are still safeee!!! I'm so glad and happy<33

n i guess i kind of have add Joshua on my fav list since when i saw him singing, i was like... WOW... he's super awesomee!

GOING TO THE NEXT TOPIC:)

alsooo, i've watched american's next top model cycle 18!!!! it's british invasion!!!!!!

i thought i'm gonna be rooting for the american girls, but i guess i was wrong. here i now claim myself to support britain girls!!!!!

i guess i just find those american girls too arrogant or somethin like that-.- but i have to admit though, some of them are still awesomely good at modelling==

NEXT!

yesterday, after the exam was over, i did a dancing practice with my friends and it was F*CK*NG hard and tiring and sweaty. Damn, i've never thought i would hate this kind of stuff this fast. i mean, it was not fun and it was hard==

SPORT Is so muchhhhhh better. #TRUTH

i'd rather play basketball, soccer, volley, badminton, swimming or even table tennis!

so now i'm gonna post a statement that i think is never going to change for some time later:

"I DO NOT LIKE TO DANCE"

so i guess that's all for today... i kinda have to take a shower now hehe and prepare myself for my guitar lesson=3=

soo byee!!

Ciaosuuuu~!

When the sky above us is still blue...

First of all, i know that i'm not supposed to write anything since QT2 has already started but i can't postpone this.

And the reason is simple, i'm soooo blown away w/ AiScream 's new entry.. Dang, she's just soo.... lecturing?LOL

don't get me wrong, cuz i think it's awesome, how a person can be that wise, since i'm totally the opposite... Dang<<<

Anyway, i actually learned something and amazed by it.

I mean, i've actually never thought about that before. well i guess, i already did once but i totally forgot about it now:D

When i think back about my life, hmmm...

i don't think that i've done so many meaningful things in my life? Most of them are actually crap... Ex: sleeping, eating, watching, playing, napping

I know, i know, i'm a very lazy person== but i'm actually happy by doing those stuffs everyday.. i mean hanging out w/ friends n family can be xtremely fun but i still wanna have my own privacy, when i can have the time when i can enjoy the moment by myself:P *sorry if u don't understand what i mean._.

Going back to my friend's new entry:)

I guess i've tried new things this year, eventhough it's not much... i've tried to be nicer, caring, friendlier, not too selfish, hold myself back to not be angry *eventhough this one only work for several times only*== and the others r even worse-_-

And to be honest, actually i've changed since i entered highschool. i think.

I mean, in junior high school, i used to just listen to what my friend said and so on, but now, i guess i'm the one who talk the most== to the moment that i don't care about what other people said...==

BUTT, you see, from this side of talkativeness, i've become easier to be talked to? *i think* since everytime i talked to someone, my mind always works like this:

Find a topic to be talked about -> find another topic to be talked about

n u can figure out the rest:)

but i also realize that sometimes, the topics that i chose in my mind can be sometimes SUPER UNIMPORTANT. HAHA i know._.

but at least i've tried my best to not make people not feel uncomfortable aroundme:)

My Purpose in life? HMPH, i still don't know to tell the truth... All this time, i've always wanted to make the people that i care happy, eventhough sometimes/most of the time it ended up the opposite==

But i really do wish the best for them and tried to do things that make them happy.. *although it's not always*

I guess when i think that way, i think i've done some meaningful things in my life.. *but i forgot truthfully*

Anyway, also from her new entry, i wanna ask some questions. So u better read this Y!!

1. I've actually done pretty much the same thing as u, i've tried to make as many friends as possible:D but do you have any advice if the person seems/sounds like he/she doesn't wanna talk to u?:P

2. I really do want to talk to everyone in my class. But you see, it's kinda hard to find a topic to be talked about, especially if it's a boy=-= *different interest*

and the last one is actually not a question==

3. I'm totally w/ u about Hee jun n my super beloved Philip Phillips!!!!<33

in addition: i'm also grateful for Shannon, Colton n Skylar!:3

You better answer these or else... *Thinking of something unthinkable*

i guess that's all for today since i have to go back to the terrifying MATHEMATICS, SH*T.

JK

i actually enjoyed studying this subject/chapter:D

ah, if ur wondering what was the title about, it actually means: when the sky above us is still blue, it means we're still alive and obliged to do awesome things! HA!

i also have the most useless quote ever, but it's still a quote you see....

"Trigonometry n Circles can be fun n interesting sometimes!"

ROFL

THEENDDD>>

Ciaosuuuu!~~~

I guess this is called the moment?

Haaaa~... WOW

So sorry for the weird title, but i just wanna make a weird and eccentric title which should be interesting to be read? #WTF

Well i guess, my depression n frustration were finally away from me these weeks. I guess you can predict what does that sentence mean right? That's right. finally, after 2 months less of torturing, i can finally say : YES, I AM KINDA ENJOYING MY LIFE.

Yes indeed, it was still stressful as hell. Not to mention about math, physics, n evn worse, CHEM.

BUTT, i guess this new seating arrangement has brought me getting to know some people in my class:DD n yeah, it was fun, since i was able to talk so much about the stuffs i like which apparently are the same as theirs..:))

Ok, let me start from the first event. * but only d ones i remember*

So, let's just start w/ the happy-ing result of BI QT1! that's right! this girl got an 86 for BI!!! UNBELIEVABLE BUT TRUE

There were other results from quizzes of other subjects but they were not really disappointing or satisfying...

BUTT

i also got a hugely bad mark for Biology. Damn damn, that subject was supposed to be the easiest one n i still failed.... WTH is wrong w/ me?? UGHHHHH

NOW moving on to the fun stuffs i did today!! YIPPIE!

So today was the first day of QT2 and it was chem. just like i expected, i ruined it. i totally did. SH*T. i probably will got a 70 or something. and that was not just a prediction friends!

butt i've done my best, and yeah, i regret that i didn't study harder, i mean, i totally should've. *sighhhhhh

moving on from the long sigh....

So after that depressing test, i got math course, so i couldn't join the dance practice for something called PENSI which i totally know nothing about.

Anywy, some of my friends from my class have been planning this since 2 weeks ago, so we finally did go to PPJ together! YEAH!

eventhough it was kinda disappointing because we couldn't watch "The Vow". but we managed to go karaokeing though<333

ah, before moving on to the karaoke-ing, there's this awkward thing happened.

So when i arrived @ PPJ, i couldn't reach anyone's cellphone since it out of reach or something like that, so then i have to walked around like an idiot in PPJ to find them.LOL.

THEN, finally i found them eating @Kamikaze which i've been to before w/ Yo, Pad n Ter.Ha!

butt i couldn't eat there since they all shared a meal n i will feel like i'm a pig if i ate one portion alone hehe

So since Ve" was nice enough to accompany me to burger king to buy me some food, we went together there.

When we got there, we then met one of our classmate. n it was kinda funny actually, cuz 20 mins ago i was still w/ them studying math==

While waiting for my burger, we talked for a while and he then decided to call up his friends in starbuck to join us.

Damndamn, it became rather hard for me n V to go back to our friends. So after 5 mins or something, we decided to leave em...evil right?ROFL

*sorry if u don't find this story funny, but i still think it's very weird, awkward n hilarious*

But anyway, the journey continues.... *cool word huh?*

THen we moved on to karaoke-ing which was awesomeeee... i was like screaming all the time n it felt damn good....

but then after finished karaokeing, we decided to eat Cold Stone which later made my voice become kinda gone?! but it was fun:PP

and after my friend's forceful incitement, i decided then to bail on my guitar lesson to play pump. and it was tiring really.

And THEEND

from PPJ, i went straight to Mr.W to study Physics. and i started to become frustrated again since i couldn't i understand a thing about heat capacityT^TSOsAD #TRUTH#

after that i ate so much because of starvation and i then watched american idol!!!!!

Eventhough i missed to see my beloved Phil Phillips got through on top 10, but i am still so friggin happy for him!!!!<333

and now's the real THEEND:=)

i guess, i'll write something again tom. i got so much to talk about now... hahaha

quote of the day: "Happy n sad moments in life are variable, they can't be predicted n come to our lives whenever they want to. And if you managed to survive on sad situations, something good will happen to you soon"

sorry if the quote is weird, since i got nothing to be quoted you see.. HEHE

alrighty, that's all for today!

THX 4 reading n

Ciaosuuuu!~