I have to be honest, this post is gonna be very embarrassing... and very private.. but i want my future self to remember this moment, the quirkiness that occasionally happens in my life... It just means that i'm the one who's weird.. HAHA
So you see, the Major impact of PEDC, apparently is still within me...
And wat's worse? It was even following me around to the mighty Batu or should i say somwhere in Malang..:|
RITE, i should just get started..
I'm sure that most of my classmates and some of my friends alredy knw this...
Yes, i do have a crush on someone who i'm not supposed to like._. and FYI, he's NOT the one who likes my hairr~
K, why do i say he's not who i'm supposed to like? That's because he lives farfarfar away from where i live now.____.
Sounds sad, i know...
But anyways, i got this weird feeling out of nowhere.. i don't understand why i could develop such weird feelings and stuffs=="
i mean, when i met him first, i felt nothing. there was even no INSTANT CRUSH.. like wat i've always had when i think a guy's my type:p
So, basically, i kinda had a crush on me, by my super "sesat" assumption actually.. i might have assumed that he has a crush on me which actually caught my attention and not to mention the TEASING! he was teased by his friends n stuff n it got me thinking that wat i thought was actually true...
but well, this is just purely my misguided untrue presumption..... so please forgive my full of myself attitude=)
And this secret of mine was officially exposed on the mighty Malang Trip.. when i was playing TRUTH N DARE w/ my classmates._.
and i'm gonna stop talking about him cuz it'll just make me even moree depressed n stuff...
cuz i think i like him n it's such a shame to let him get away so easily._______. plus, i think he's nice n fun 2 talk 2... well at least thts wat i think ehehe and if he's meant 4 me, mayb we'll meet again in d future! ha! just kidding:P
RITE, so folks, unfortunately my school life isn't getting anybetter! My scores for the examination was horrible as predicted.... and not to mention the school works that are piling up for every each day..
I know it was the time for me to finally be more diligent, but i just can't and i don't know why..
Maybe that's because i can't overcome my own laziness but that's just purely B*llsh*t...
YEa well, this year is definitely not my year, but i'm just hoping that i could actually survive the year and move on safely to the next one... HAHA
ok so, there are 2 things that i'm kinda excited for tho! which are!:
1. O's dinner party
2. Owl City's Concert w/ O! HAHAHAHA
Yes, i'm super pumped and i totally can't wait~
butt before that, i have to work on my school probs n stuff and try to get my mind off u know who:D
So i'm just gonna stop now since i'm getting more and more sleepy now so bye!
Ciaosuuuu~!!!!
